It's true there is some cover-up going on...but I think it adds a mysterious element...like there's some grisly murder going to be involved somewhere in the story...very old school pulp detective magazine-ish...
My Printmaking class is doing silkscreening! BOOYA! I wanted to learn this so bad but too lazy/not enough funding to do it on my own so I'm looking forward to doing some kick ass work.
Um, with regards to my stupid teacher, that is being fought and dealt with so HA! Shouldn't have probs with that class anymore...or I better not...
I haven't the slightest clue who you could be talking about...you should post more pics...we've all seen those ones already...and you should get back to your novel soon...I'm waiting to find out who killed the duchess in the stables...waitaminit...thats a different novel-sorry...carry on.
Ahhhhh yesterday. I went to class, Design class, like a good little student, like I said I was going to. I was on time and I said my "Hi"s and whatnot to my lovely classmates, whom I adore and maybe talk with too much in class. But, whatever. Today I was well behaved. I sat down and put on my music (headphones) and began doing... Read More
PS: I know how "Nihil" is spelt. I spell it "Nihl" on purpose, so it is pronounced "Nile", instead of "Nigh-Hill", which I think is stupid, or even "Knee-Hill", which is even worse. It's ma tag name, derived from my favourite philosophy, which believes that there is no such thing as absolute truth...to anything. Which means nothing can be inherently good or bad, and thus it got me through tough times when I was beating myself up pretty bad over some past shitty, shitty actions. But everyone needs to be able to forgive themselves. Being a Nihilist only makes it all that easier
Taking arts classes can be such a pain. I get that there are some basics to go through, but for so much of it the grading is just so completely subjective. PLUS you get all kinds of Artistes with their social/political/egotistical agendas and it makes it such a fucked up time. And yet, I had a pretty good time in college.
Congrats on the puss-rocking 300 experience, and very good girl for not getting it on with your Vday boy. He's messed enough as it is right now. And as much as he understands and wants things to be platonic, he still wants to fuck you. But I'm sure you already knew that
I smell spring, Changing clocks. More daylight and sunshine. This definitely makes me happy...melt snow, melt you fucker. I'm tired of hibernating!!! Time to get outside in my cute,cute clothes. Sighs. Mood improving exponentially with the rising temperature.
Yessssssss.
I have made a pact with myself to go to all my classes this week - no skipping, even if it means dragging my ass... Read More
I am the master of seduction and the most talented at stealing kisses.
Haha. Don't tell me you have a weakness for legs. It just got warm enough I can wear skirts all week. Really cute dresses with cute shoes and necklaces. Heels, fancy fishnets...Oh and I plan to. Everyday you show up at class I'm going to be there dressed to my best.
Ok boys. I don't mind drunken wrestling, or any wrestling for that matter. Tickle fights and multiple person pile ups are cool with me. But you cannot wrestle a girl like a guy. They are delicate. Don't jab me in the ribs. Don't twist my ankles, wrists and toes until I pound the floor and they feel like they're going to break. (I'm going to... Read More
I'm in that antsy time of the year, where all I wanted to do is LEAVE and get out of the house, constantly.
I'm suffocating here.
So don't be surprised if I randomly show up on your doorstep hahaha. I am neat and tidy and very good at entertaining myself. I do dishes and laundry, too. hehe
Well, I know it's playing with fire. And now I am all confused. One guy, we rendevous from time to time and i seem to like him so much but he can be hard to take sometimes and he holds me at arms length as if in constant preparation to lose me, so I can have that guy come in one day and swoop me... Read More
I HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS FOR YOU. SIT BACK AND PREPARE TO BE BLOWN AWAY WITH THE SIMPLICITY OF THE SOLUTION!!!!!!!!
Ahhh i wish it was all that simple. I know that you are working on your own things, and he is working on his. I can't say for certain whether having an official "Someone" there with you while you work on them is a fantastic idea or not. My gut says just go for it and try. When my ex and I were pondering when to have a baby, our final decision was based on the fact that every day that we waited was one day at the end of our life that we wouldn't have with them.
I'm not saying you have to be in a forever kind of relationship, but if you both acknowledge and respect each other's personal space, then being together should be able to work.
That's my thought for the moment. I know there are arguments for both sides, but that's what my gut is leaning towrds for you at this moment.
Less confusion, more clarity please. <--- You put that perfectly. I'm the type who's all for total randomness. Sometimes planning is needed.. but that's for certain things. I look at life as Random. I do things when I want to, and don't let things get in the way. If it's something I want, then I'll do it.
I agree, people think too much bout things.. and try to plan it out. Then they mess it up and make everything so complicated. Why can't people just live there life and do what they want to do? Why does everything have to be "planned"?..
We only live one life that we remember, and I'm sure everyone wants that one life to be a good one. So we shouldn't let things interefer and dictate how and what our life will be. BE RANDOM! <-- like that Lucha Libra! =) I know I wasn't much help to explain why.. but I do totally agree with the things you've said. So it's not just you who feels that way.. hopefully that's of some help.
Today I wrote a letter, and put it in a card with a small gift to end what was one of the worst/greatest, tumultuous, passionate love affairs I have experienced thus far.
Last night I said goodbye in to him in my dreams, as if everything were really resolved and at peace. Now, awake, I have done it concretely.
Stay strong. You've come a long way and are doing a fantastic job. Take another look at the poem I'd sent you. Other than that... take a nice deep breath... now exhale... repeat.
ttyl