nihly

my inches this weekend were of my left shoulder, my right baby toe (it basically has no toenail, they just are too weak to grow much so it needs some love. VDay calls my feet "Bubbly toes" after the jack johnson song, and then monday was my "island" a little patch of skin on my tummy that doesnt tan. right now it is burnt but when the burn subsides, it'll be there. tuesday was a tooth. the one to the left of my front right. it has a line/crack down it just on the surface. i don't know why. it's unique. its not an inch tho, but it's a part anyways...

Hey Nihly...how you doin tonite?...sounds like you've been busy and tired hahaha...

REst is always good especially after a few days of rockin out..

I like visible abs... soooo sexy

i love your photography .. vibrant colors & juxaposition .. my dad was a photog & his forte was flowers, yours reminded me of his, so i thought that i would mention it .. i was in the anxiety group building courage to post my problem when i read about your nightmare .. i'm sorry to read that you still have sleeping problems ... i had them in the past & still do sometimes .. so i just exhaust myself the day after one of those nights & i have no choice but to sleep ..

take care lady .. btw the pic of your dad reminds me of mark twain ... tis cool

Yes I know who Ciggs is. I pay attention to more than just the cute booty shots in your blog.

When my last grandfathers Parkinsons had progressed so far and he was in the nursing home... I really did not visit either. I still feel guilty about that but it was a horrible place to be. he was truly a great man in my eyes and I still think that. To see what he had become was so hard for me.

The wheel has many aspects. But for one small piece of it I will see that having a Mortgage makes it difficult to truly step off. I only really learned this in the last year with my first home.

As for children. You are right. It is finding someone I would want to raise children with that is the difficult part!!

And if I feel the wheel has it's grip on me with a mortgage I can only imagine the way it must feel to have children totally dependent on your care and ability to provide.

awwww...no worries if you dont think u are muito gostosa...youre lovely in everyway...
u must have read my past blog entry??

meh too lazy to post tonite, tomorrow. did too many things and now past my new work-schedule bedtime hahaha, no really i need to force myself into bed or i will be up all night. MUWWAH!

Bed.... so goooood!!!!

xoxo honeyyyyy!!!

Hahahahah...yeah goooooooo you!!!...you sound in higher spirits when you know you're lookin after yourself properly...hope you have a great day...we'll talk soon hun...

Next time someone pokes you ..just kick em in the crotch ...or strike em in the throat...works all the time

I like your poem...it's very sad tho...I wish I had some magic solution for us both...but I'm stumped right now...I hope you start feeling better soon...I'm not really very talkitive tonite...sorry hun.

You're def. the sweetest maple kiwi

P.S. You've got an amazing bod babe!!

YAY!! That's my girl

I was checking out your newly posted picamatures, some very cool stuff, but I had to say that I love Yellow Submarine. That movie rocks.

When someone doesen't know you well, they can have an interesting insight into you that is unaffected by emotion... Sooo care to know what I see from afar? You are bright, creative to the point where you get in your head too much sometimes, searching for your true place, a total survivor, incredibly strong, incredibly weak, very spiritual, incredibly beautiful, alot to offer the RIGHT person...sound like you? I can tell you that as you get older it will get easier. Especially for you because you are willing to grow. (Hence Yoga etc.) I have a feeling that you are pretty awesome and I'm a great judge of talent!

you always wann have fun haha.. i do always have fun acually haha.. u shoudl come hang out wih tme haha

Ha ha...does it make me a weirdo that new shoes have made me so happy?!

I'm ok I just got in a Debbie Downer mood, lots of reaons, they just kinda pile up until the good stuff gets crowded out and all you can see is the bad shit...i am manufacturing a lot of worries for myself too and have been really insecure this week...and my anxiety has been kicking around at a constant going from a level 2 to 5 the past week as well. blah. Then i just feel bad, sad, isolate myself from the world, get lonely, and kinda want to die. ya. but i'm ok now i think. i would never do anything about it anyways. this is my normal cyclothymic stuff, it just bothers me more now when i am working hard to combat those feelings but they come on anyways.

fortunatly this too wil pass. Just always remember that, things move, change and pass in directions you never expect and see coming. Good or bad it always ebbs and flows.

well, sister bitches aside, it sounds like you had a good day. Can't wait to talk to you and get some more dish. enjoy your jammies.

lovely dovey sex in the missionary is fine.... but damn gotta throw some gas on that fire and light it up or it gets boring.

hurray for 420 and raving with the girls. Sounds like a nice evening.