If feel very alone and bored tonight. I tried to do some things to keep myself occupied, but my anxiety just won't let me be. I could search for reasons why it is back, but really what's the point? It's just back and bothering me, and anyone could find reasons...so i don't know. but i'm going to post something nice tomorrow i hope, so i...
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brocklee:
GIRRRL....u need to give good ol brock a call 
frenchy:
MUAH!!! 
HOPE YOU ALL HAD AN AMAZING LONG WEEKEND AMERICAN FRIENDS!!!
I want a certain someone to come home. and i just found out it's longer to see him than i originally thought.
i lose my work partner soon
, sunday is our last shift so i want to do something nice and get pics. i'll bring my camera. we're gonna hang out tomorrow after our...
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I want a certain someone to come home. and i just found out it's longer to see him than i originally thought.
i lose my work partner soon
, sunday is our last shift so i want to do something nice and get pics. i'll bring my camera. we're gonna hang out tomorrow after our... Read More
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hell_cat:
thanks hun! ive been going to the gym since that post and i feel so much better. not that im seeing results that quickly but it really does make you feel more energetic and put you in great moods.
im dying to buy summer clothes! if only i had the money..hopefully really soon.
Cursive is amazing, they will always be one of my favorite bands that i can listen to without ever getting old. You really can't go wrong in my opinion, i would suggest their whole discography to be honest. Domestica sems to be their most popular album though. enjoy! xo
im dying to buy summer clothes! if only i had the money..hopefully really soon.
Cursive is amazing, they will always be one of my favorite bands that i can listen to without ever getting old. You really can't go wrong in my opinion, i would suggest their whole discography to be honest. Domestica sems to be their most popular album though. enjoy! xo
emma:
hey beautiful!
the band is CSS and they are the cutest thing since rughuggers!
im so bored, goddamnit.
the band is CSS and they are the cutest thing since rughuggers!
im so bored, goddamnit.
Poem? Long. Venting about the things I was thinking about earlier this week that get me down. Perhaps you will see why. Because really I have trouble dealing. Understandably, surely. Title? Um...
Permissionless
So you acted as my friend.
What a good liar
You played it
so well.
Too bad I caught you in the act
Red handed,
in such a shameful way
You were...
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Permissionless
So you acted as my friend.
What a good liar
You played it
so well.
Too bad I caught you in the act
Red handed,
in such a shameful way
You were...
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meconqueso:
Yeah, my Mom was diagnosed with breast cancer in October and has been going through chemo since then. So yesterday they did her mastectomy and she got to go home from the hospital this afternoon. So she was in and out in less than 24 hours.
frenchy:
I'll make sure to shoot some sexy pics for ya 
I busted ass at the gym yesterday. I went for dinner and drinks after with my trainer. It was fun, i got buzzed and then watched the bachelor propose...hahaha just get over with it already so i can get to bed!!! they dragged it out so long.
i weed whacked all day today. My arms are going to feel like they'll want to fall off...
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i weed whacked all day today. My arms are going to feel like they'll want to fall off...
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nihly:
ahhhh everything hurts just like I knew it would. i feel like i got run over. i'm going out to weed and edge our garden, which should really just be referred to as a patch of dirt cuz the rabbits destory any chance of life happening there. we'll see.
bridgetwnpeddler:
Weed Whacking all day? What is this job you got?
My Trainer never took me out for drinks! Hrrrmmmm... but I did go out a few times with my yoga instructor.
My Trainer never took me out for drinks! Hrrrmmmm... but I did go out a few times with my yoga instructor.
So it's very cold at the park right now. And this morning very cloudy. It made a pitful attempt to rain. Just enough to darken my mood further. All because, really, when you are left to do mindless tasks such as picking litter off the ground, and you have to keep reminding yourself to every once in a while to look up from your boots...
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jenniebomb:
Yeah I'm finally done school! Forever! I ended up getting an A on my thesis which totally rocks, and I started my new job last week, kinda boring for now since I just sit at a computer all day, meh it pays well! Went camping in the rain this weekend and got completely shitfaced while hovering next to a campfire all day but my tent was all wet inside Man I love camping!
Man I love camping!
0rigin:
Hey, sorry to hear your a little down in the dumps, it happens to the best of us!
So many songs say that life is like a highway, but its not. Life isn't smooth, it's got mountain peaks and valleys and rough terrain.. just keep on travelling because you never know what elevation your on next!
So many songs say that life is like a highway, but its not. Life isn't smooth, it's got mountain peaks and valleys and rough terrain.. just keep on travelling because you never know what elevation your on next!
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meconqueso:
Thanks. I've actually started taking a few pictures of myself. It's part of accepting me for me. A slow process.
You and your parents all rock.
You and your parents all rock.
meconqueso:
dew
poo
shoe
moo
coo
too, to, two
tu tu
cuckoo
jew
spew
woo
who
to name a few...
g'nite
thanks for the support
poo
shoe
moo
coo
too, to, two
tu tu
cuckoo
jew
spew
woo
who
to name a few...
g'nite
thanks for the support
I posted some of my artwork here in a new album. It's all out of order as far as when things were made and I'm photographing in bits and pieces. I don't have the set up to photograph the art properly yet, so they are not always the best quality but you get the idea.
A couple more books just came in the mail for...
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curss:
I'm still around...just not all the time hun...but I'll be there when you need me...
meconqueso:
My ex and I have agreed to the Friday night overnights and that I can pick him up from school and thus avoid having his grandma come over, but since it hasn't been put in writing yet, his school won't let me. Right after i got off the phone with grandma, I called the ex to tell her we at least needed to get the letter done saying I could pick him up. That shit is just ridiculous. The whole thing is ridiculous,but right now that is the most frustrating part.
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Sounds like your 18 year old is a lot like the 21 year old that just left my work. I tried being nice to him for a good 3-4 months until he just took advantage of that, then I had to be the hardass boss. C'est la vie. Net weekend is a holiday here too. I was meaning to ask you if y'all had something too. Wat holiday is it for you?
I'm having a good time with my buddy in Orlando right now. I should be online Sunday night if you're around.
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Sounds like your 18 year old is a lot like the 21 year old that just left my work. I tried being nice to him for a good 3-4 months until he just took advantage of that, then I had to be the hardass boss. C'est la vie. Net weekend is a holiday here too. I was meaning to ask you if y'all had something too. Wat holiday is it for you?
I'm having a good time with my buddy in Orlando right now. I should be online Sunday night if you're around.
****NEW PICTURES, MY ARTWORK OLD AND NEW***, being added in bits and pieces...
I said I would post this, to some, so here it is. It is a bit long so bare with. It is worth it, as always haha.
This is a poem I wrote in grade 10, but still rings as true as it did then. In fact I used in for an...
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frenchy:
Fred is a lucky bastard 
brocklee:
i wish i had writing skillz 
and numb chuck skillz
and doll hugging skillz
and numb chuck skillz
and doll hugging skillz
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bridgetwnpeddler:
Your comments the other day were so varied and across the board there was so much I could say. But mostly it boiled down to "God I wish I could do all that this Summer" and "How is she going to get all that accomplished" followed by...
I am jealous.
PS...
I think you are doing the right things. I think you have a handle on your situation probably better than you know and much better than others who face the same challenges. In the future you will look back on this period and be rightfully proud of how you perservered. After that you will always know you can handle it.
I know this from my own life and experience.
I am jealous.
PS...
I think you are doing the right things. I think you have a handle on your situation probably better than you know and much better than others who face the same challenges. In the future you will look back on this period and be rightfully proud of how you perservered. After that you will always know you can handle it.
I know this from my own life and experience.
the_fish:
I like the "shoesies" but I think that I'm liking the ankle socks more!!
I think that you're gonna have a great summer with that attitude!
I think that you're gonna have a great summer with that attitude!
The Things You Say That Are Stupid:
I wish this conversation to be rewound
I'd watch you swallow every word
Or the wind had come to scatter them away
Before they'd any chance to be heard.
I'd rather choose deaf and soundless
Over receiving what you just said
Thoughtless thoughts like that
Should never travel far from your head.
Learn when to just stay quiet...
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I wish this conversation to be rewound
I'd watch you swallow every word
Or the wind had come to scatter them away
Before they'd any chance to be heard.
I'd rather choose deaf and soundless
Over receiving what you just said
Thoughtless thoughts like that
Should never travel far from your head.
Learn when to just stay quiet...
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xxxoooxxx:
how was ur weekend dude? did u get laoded?? i went shirtless rollerbladeing up in witby again i tryed callin u haha but again diddent have ur number haha..
wat u doin this weekend? come to toronto.. my band is playina show on friday nighttt at the opera house come chceck it outtt
wat u doin this weekend? come to toronto.. my band is playina show on friday nighttt at the opera house come chceck it outtt
curss:
You're sweet...thank you...
I promise myself this summer shall be a summer where I :
keep doing my yoga, nothing makes me feel better afterwards. except nice baths with lovely smelly stuff.
re-learn tennis, play it with my work partner, he said he'd teach me again and crush offered to do it too, even if we don't know properly and we makes asses out of ourselves it will...
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keep doing my yoga, nothing makes me feel better afterwards. except nice baths with lovely smelly stuff.
re-learn tennis, play it with my work partner, he said he'd teach me again
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0rigin:
Why have I not seen you at the velvet elvis! Tell me when you are going!
I love it there, and am there alot! I can walk there from my house
I love it there, and am there alot! I can walk there from my house
0rigin:
haha oh the only reason im lonely is she is sick now too, so we dont want to make each other worse! as we have different illnesses. Lisa is a cool gal (owner of the VE) im sure she would have no problem hanging some of your work up!
getting back to work has been a difficult adjustment it seems.
i've been down a lot lately and randomly crying, getting dizzying spells, sleeping at weird times and getting insomnia at others.
i have been working at half my normal capacity all year and taking thinggs slow so all of the physical labour and the long days are taking their toll, and i've come to...
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i've been down a lot lately and randomly crying, getting dizzying spells, sleeping at weird times and getting insomnia at others.
i have been working at half my normal capacity all year and taking thinggs slow so all of the physical labour and the long days are taking their toll, and i've come to...
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arch:
hope things get better for you im here if you ever need to talk i have a BS in phycology i always thought that was ironic BS in pshcology i can sure bullshit but anyways love ya
curss:
You know what...I drove out to that park today and almost shit my pants...it looks so fuckin amazing...I've never seen it look so sexy...so I thank you for doing such an awesome job...and I just want to remind you that as long as you know you're working hard...that's all that matters...we don't get alot of praise in this world...so sometimes we gotta stroke our own egos...consider it a bit of necessary arrogance...but don't go looking for kind words from others...you might be lookin for a long time...I know you've busted yourself so far...and anyone else that matters will know that too...