nihixul

i can't decide whether i want to participate in this community or not. i love discussing things with people, including the people here, and i know to stay away from the current events forum, but too many times people get misunderstood, people don't think at all before they speak, or people just display their stupidity. honestly. maybe it's just because the community has gotten so...
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i am tired.

didn't get to watch the sg thing on mtv2.

too many people in aim chat.

staying up too late makes me quite ill.

hi. i am nihixul. i so feel like the new kid in class.

ok. i think i am "miffed" now. i don't really know how else to explain it. i know absolutely none of you guys know what i am referring to, but i have the feeling of being sold short. it sounds funny when said like that. oh well. maybe my opinion of myself with respect to how i treat people is just higher than it should...
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Ok, so I am going to assume that basically nobody reads this but sixsixty. The desktop (of elara) I submitted has been posted. (!) I know, I know, I am not a big photoshop freak, but hey, I like it.

Oh, I saw some anti-semitic graffiti in a stall on campus. That's sad. You would have thought that people here would be smart enough to...
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all right! i am back! who missed me?!?!?

huh?

yeah... of course i was gone! what?

i remember reading in a wired article that SG claimed to have more than 50% female membership. I don't buy it. Do a hookup search, with no constraints except female, then constrain it to only guys with pics. You get just over 200 girls and many, many more guys. I didn't want to post this in the forums, because people would flame me for attacking...
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today = awful

my room was hot when i woke up

i had to move everything from my office down six floors to my new office

i don't yet have a desk in that office

i am having serious doubts about my abilities in my area

i am having serious doubts about personal issues

i couldn't deal being around other people today in the office...
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I thought about writing a long post here regarding the penetration thread, but I won't. It's old. The only thing I will say is that it should have been moved to a private (and more importantly quickfire) conversation earlier. Arguing through message boards over something so heated as that is really difficult. I think an AIM chat would have settled things nicely. It is sad...
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I am still tired, but it is too hot in my room to sleep. I felt as though I slept kinda deeply last night, which is quite odd for me. Oh, how I already miss air conditioning. Autumn, I await you with open arms and windows.

The annual welcoming barbecue was held here yesterday at the graduate college. It was nice, but the food wasn't...
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I am at school now. Hooray for ethernet. No hooray for 12 hour drives and unloading everything alone.

My neck hurts. I am hungry. Oh! A sushi place with delivery has sent me a pamphlet. Isn't that nice?

There are some TOTAL FUCKING DICKS on this site. Why are people like this? Why do people befriend and even love such assholes? *THEY* are the downfall of society. Jesus.

I am glad I don't have to bother with such people too often. I wouldn't be a very tolerant webmaster.

I am disgusted. This journal is pointless anyhow. goodbye

Nobody ever leaves me comments here. I can't really blame them. I mean, I don't know who would read this anyhow... not that it's uninteresting, but I don't really think anyone ever sees this. Hm.

A lot of people seem to skirt the "virginity" question. I guess that is to be expected, given the personal nature of the question, but I am still somewhat surprised....
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