My dad doesn't have cancer. We found a a week ago or something. Now he's back to being an alcoholic (that is, if he quit being one for that short period of time in the first place).
And now that I have a girl to be interested in again who's interested in me for once, I can't ever get her to come around here...instead, she's...
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And now that I have a girl to be interested in again who's interested in me for once, I can't ever get her to come around here...instead, she's...
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So my sister informs me today that my dad is supposed to have some sort of talk with us about what's going on. What's going on is this:
My dad has some sort of growth on the inside of one of his cheeks that he is getting tested to see if he has some sort of cancer and his red blood cells are way up....
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My dad has some sort of growth on the inside of one of his cheeks that he is getting tested to see if he has some sort of cancer and his red blood cells are way up....
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zissou:
i'm sorry kid, hope he's alright
aliana:
oh no i'm sorry.....how is he doing now? i hope he's okay.....love you bretters 
I don't understand how my account is still active.
Got my new guitar today. It's awesome.
Watched a girl I'm still in love with destroy herself with alcohol last nite. It depressed me.
The more I go to Blacksburg, the more I want to live there.
Writing a lot of free verse things and/or what I'm thinking about in paragraphs.
Re-evaluating morals, values, friendships, everything...
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Got my new guitar today. It's awesome.
Watched a girl I'm still in love with destroy herself with alcohol last nite. It depressed me.
The more I go to Blacksburg, the more I want to live there.
Writing a lot of free verse things and/or what I'm thinking about in paragraphs.
Re-evaluating morals, values, friendships, everything...
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arielle:
My man wouldn't be happy of us making love... But we could hang out, I wanna come in the US this summer, especially to see my lovely Keri and you toO!
aliana:
dont move to blacksburg!!! boo!! i dont like it there. but you have friends there so i guess that makes a difference. hmm yesh.
Random ass sores in my mouth are back...so nevertheless, that's absolutely stunning for me...
aliana:
ugh what kind of sores? hav eyou gone to the doctor?
sorry i missed you the other night...chris and i were being harassed by cops. ya know. maybe next time we'll see each other
sorry i missed you the other night...chris and i were being harassed by cops. ya know. maybe next time we'll see each other
aliana:
why werent we friends anymore?!?
aliana:
i can understand about your phone being broken.i'm not even specificlly mad at you. but on my side of the argument (which i suppose you really have nothing to do with) i'm just fed up with people in general flaking on me. it's been happening consistantly for weeks and this weekend just rubbed it in more i guess. i'm not in a good place emotionally and i guess it just hurt my feelings. i didnt know your phone was fucked up. sorry
All I wanna do is drink, smoke, trip, blaze, shoot up, and snort shit to take my mind off of it...anything and everything that will make me forget. Even if all of my friends in Blacksburg are alright, this is the first "tragedy" that's actually hit me...probably because it's so close to Roanoke.
Fuck...
Fuck...
zissou:
i'm really sorry man, glad your friends are okay. if there's anything i can do to make you feel better lemme know
xkonstantinex:
yeah its really tragic... especially living in VA. luckly only one of my friends was injured, but they are pretty sure he is gonna pull through. i just dont understand why people would do shit like this. 
I kinda like not having a phone. No one ever bothers me anymore. But now I have the problem that I might want to get a hold of someone, or if someone I actually want to talk to calls me I'm fucked.
I'm quite tired of waking up at 5 in the morning for work now, too. Bullshit.
I feel like gettin' friskey...
I'm quite tired of waking up at 5 in the morning for work now, too. Bullshit.
I feel like gettin' friskey...
arielle:
I wouldn't be able to wake at 5 everymorning, well, I guess.
You know I miss you too.
That would be nice to talk to you a little bit more
You know I miss you too.
That would be nice to talk to you a little bit more
So my guitar is broken.
The bank fucked me over and didn't deposit my money until the next day, so $289 was transfered to my checking and fucking me over trying to pay for the new guitar.
After I got off the phone with Wachovia, I was super pissed and threw my phone at the wall.
My phone still works, but now it won't come...
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The bank fucked me over and didn't deposit my money until the next day, so $289 was transfered to my checking and fucking me over trying to pay for the new guitar.
After I got off the phone with Wachovia, I was super pissed and threw my phone at the wall.
My phone still works, but now it won't come...
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arielle:
Hopefully, I'Ll be able to.
The therapy could help you, I'm sure. You need to find a new job so you can afford it
Have a good dayx o
The therapy could help you, I'm sure. You need to find a new job so you can afford it
Have a good dayx o
getfighted:
This is why I got rid of Wachovia, and went to Commerce. <333 Love you Brett!
My subscription runs out soon...I'll inevitably return if I go missing, though.
zissou:
nooo, you cant leave
aliana:
umm yes you will return. bc i say so.
and yes that home alone game was really hard. fun though
and yes that home alone game was really hard. fun though
getfighted:
Pretty.
aliana:
fun
and oh yeah...i called your punk ass and gave you my new number and you never called me back!!!!!