nihilism

My dad doesn't have cancer. We found a a week ago or something. Now he's back to being an alcoholic (that is, if he quit being one for that short period of time in the first place).

And now that I have a girl to be interested in again who's interested in me for once, I can't ever get her to come around here...instead, she's always hanging out with a mutual friend who can never end up bringing her over here for us to all hang out...I absolutely hate relationships...especially when I find one I really want that I think will work out...because I know that it won't...

Also...my wisdom teeth were taken out Friday afternoon...they're healing up quickly and very very nice...my mouth actually feels a lot better with them not in there...it doesn't feel pressured or anything...

My phone is back...anyone who has my number should call me and let me know how they are...