nihilism

I don't see what's so great about the Red Hot Chili Peppers. I like Flea. John Frusciante is alright. Chad Smith is alright. Anthony Kedis has his moments, but mostly is just bad. I don't see what's so great about what they do, though.

The more I go to work, the more I hate it. The more I wake up every day, the more I hate it. The more I think about things, the more I hate it. The more I do anything, the more I hate it. The more I realize I have about 6 people I care to see and no one else will come and hang out with me, the more I hate it. The more friends I make that live far away and I probably won't ever get to see, the more I hate it. The more experiences in life that go by, the more I hate it.

Things just don't seem right. I want to be going to college. I want to have a different job. I want to have more money than I do. I want to be surrounded by good company every once in a while. I want a girl to myself, but I don't want a relationship. I want to stop being so confused.

I want a girl who will laugh for no one else
When I'm away she puts her makeup on a shelf...

Suck it, everyone! Suck it!