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I don't like doing anything anymore...

Go look at Keri's new set...it's delicious.
aliana:
i can understand about your phone being broken.i'm not even specificlly mad at you. but on my side of the argument (which i suppose you really have nothing to do with) i'm just fed up with people in general flaking on me. it's been happening consistantly for weeks and this weekend just rubbed it in more i guess. i'm not in a good place emotionally and i guess it just hurt my feelings. i didnt know your phone was fucked up. sorry
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All I wanna do is drink, smoke, trip, blaze, shoot up, and snort shit to take my mind off of it...anything and everything that will make me forget. Even if all of my friends in Blacksburg are alright, this is the first "tragedy" that's actually hit me...probably because it's so close to Roanoke.

Fuck...
zissou:
i'm really sorry man, glad your friends are okay. if there's anything i can do to make you feel better lemme know
xkonstantinex:
yeah its really tragic... especially living in VA. luckly only one of my friends was injured, but they are pretty sure he is gonna pull through. i just dont understand why people would do shit like this. surreal
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I kinda like not having a phone. No one ever bothers me anymore. But now I have the problem that I might want to get a hold of someone, or if someone I actually want to talk to calls me I'm fucked.

I'm quite tired of waking up at 5 in the morning for work now, too. Bullshit.

I feel like gettin' friskey...
arielle:
I wouldn't be able to wake at 5 everymorning, well, I guess.
You know I miss you too.
That would be nice to talk to you a little bit more smile
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So my guitar is broken.
The bank fucked me over and didn't deposit my money until the next day, so $289 was transfered to my checking and fucking me over trying to pay for the new guitar.
After I got off the phone with Wachovia, I was super pissed and threw my phone at the wall.
My phone still works, but now it won't come...
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arielle:
Hopefully, I'Ll be able to.
The therapy could help you, I'm sure. You need to find a new job so you can afford it smile
Have a good dayx o
getfighted:
This is why I got rid of Wachovia, and went to Commerce. <333 Love you Brett!
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My subscription runs out soon...I'll inevitably return if I go missing, though.
zissou:
nooo, you cant leave
aliana:
umm yes you will return. bc i say so.

and yes that home alone game was really hard. fun though
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I'm on the lookout for a new guitar because I fucking broke my other one the other day...me being angry is a shitty thing.
aliana:
oh no. that sucks.
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I watched Donnie Darko for the first time a few minutes ago and it's giving me quite a bit of insight.

I know most of my phases where I look into things like this only last for a couple of days maximum, but I want to start looking at the beauty of things more. How intricate things are. How much time it takes to actually...
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arielle:


I want to learn more about everything. I want to know how things work and why I do some of the shit that I do without second-guessing things. I've become so customed to the same routine that I've lost touch with any kind of fear, morality, consciousness, being, or awareness of what I'm actually doing



I hear that ;(
How do you feel. we haven't talked in a while. I miss you .
I watched Donnie Darko something like a year ago, don,t get me wrong, it's a good movie, but I'm not so much into it, I don't know why. Maybe I should watch it again?
xo

getfighted:
Thats such a great movie.
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I'm just now sobering up after a night of drunken endeavours.

But I want to bang a lot of girls right now...
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Warning: Domino's Cheesy Garlic Pizza isn't as good as they make it out to be...it's extremely "alright".

A lot of stuff gets me thinking, here lately...and I'm ecstatic about our show on Friday with The Two Funerals. I would marry at least one of those girls and live happily ever after not even setting a hand on any of them...just talking to them...

I hate...
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xkonstantinex:
yeah it wasn't as great as i expected it to be... but it was okay.

haha... yeah that is the only thing on tv at 5am...
aliana:


we're dorks.

and NO!!! do not! complain! about teh hot weather!!!!!!!! damnit!!!!! it's perfect!!!!!!!!!

well i'm excitied about your show too..even though i wasnt invited to it..fucker.

just don't watch tv. work out and listen to musAk. tongue
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I'm going to start working on writing lyrics like Tom Gabel from Against Me! does. Not the exact same fashion, just AM! inspired lyrics. The kinds where he says a lot in one verse and makes them catchy beyond belief and has real meaning behind what he's saying. And the way he tells a story in each song. I would fuck the hell outta that...
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zissou:
you need to get on aim more! always away....
arielle:


I think Arielle might have the best...and that's not me sucking up, that sincerity...

And you two are leaving comments about me always feeling down to eachother! What's up with that?!



First, you're so cute my dear. blush
Second, we care about you.
It's nothing mean, not even pity, it's just that we care.
xo

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Sometimes I try to do things and it just doesn't work out the way I wanted to.
I get real frustrated and I try hard to do it and I take my time and it doesn't work out the way I wanted to.
It's like I concentrate real hard and it doesn't work out
Everything I do and everything I try never turns out
It's...
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aliana:
thanks for hanging out with me at the show. and thanks for listening to me sing queen for half an hour. and for letting me throw trashat you. my drunk ass is ridiculous. haha
aliana:
ummm yes. that's why i was trying to get you to drink saturday damnit!!!!!!! you were on to me huh?! frown

whenyou and kenny were leaving-kenny gave chris and i a big hug and chris grabbed his leg near his crotch just as i was saying something perverted to him, and kenny thought it was me that grabbed him! so now hes all scared of me bc chris didnt tell him that he did it. hahahah blush biggrin