Fuck...

I'm quite tired of waking up at 5 in the morning for work now, too. Bullshit.
I feel like gettin' friskey...
You know I miss you too.
That would be nice to talk to you a little bit more

The bank fucked me over and didn't deposit my money until the next day, so $289 was transfered to my checking and fucking me over trying to pay for the new guitar.
After I got off the phone with Wachovia, I was super pissed and threw my phone at the wall.
My phone still works, but now it won't come...
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The therapy could help you, I'm sure. You need to find a new job so you can afford it

Have a good dayx o
and yes that home alone game was really hard. fun though

I know most of my phases where I look into things like this only last for a couple of days maximum, but I want to start looking at the beauty of things more. How intricate things are. How much time it takes to actually...
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I want to learn more about everything. I want to know how things work and why I do some of the shit that I do without second-guessing things. I've become so customed to the same routine that I've lost touch with any kind of fear, morality, consciousness, being, or awareness of what I'm actually doing
I hear that ;(
How do you feel. we haven't talked in a while. I miss you .
I watched Donnie Darko something like a year ago, don,t get me wrong, it's a good movie, but I'm not so much into it, I don't know why. Maybe I should watch it again?
xo
But I want to bang a lot of girls right now...
A lot of stuff gets me thinking, here lately...and I'm ecstatic about our show on Friday with The Two Funerals. I would marry at least one of those girls and live happily ever after not even setting a hand on any of them...just talking to them...
I hate...
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haha... yeah that is the only thing on tv at 5am...

we're dorks.
and NO!!! do not! complain! about teh hot weather!!!!!!!! damnit!!!!! it's perfect!!!!!!!!!
well i'm excitied about your show too..even though i wasnt invited to it..fucker.
just don't watch tv. work out and listen to musAk.

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I think Arielle might have the best...and that's not me sucking up, that sincerity...
And you two are leaving comments about me always feeling down to eachother! What's up with that?!
First, you're so cute my dear.
Second, we care about you.
It's nothing mean, not even pity, it's just that we care.
xo
I get real frustrated and I try hard to do it and I take my time and it doesn't work out the way I wanted to.
It's like I concentrate real hard and it doesn't work out
Everything I do and everything I try never turns out
It's...
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whenyou and kenny were leaving-kenny gave chris and i a big hug and chris grabbed his leg near his crotch just as i was saying something perverted to him, and kenny thought it was me that grabbed him! so now hes all scared of me bc chris didnt tell him that he did it. hahahah

