Hello again. I wanted to post pics but getting my hands on them is simply annoying but I will tell y'all what's been going on. First of my health is very good and with my new diet even better cut out all the stuff that just bad for you soda is one I quit that 2 weeks later boom 15 pounds lost I am hoping it continues cause the more I lose the easier it is on my muscular dystrophy.
Tho not all is good. I am trying my best to better my life tho the person I am mainly trying to change for I doubt my hard efforts will matter. Sure I can overhaul my life look better live better but in the end all most people see is me in a wheelchair. I can be the nicest or a handsome guy to a girl but in this world it won't matter they fear to look past my physical limitations. Tho I can do everything other people do besides doing a lot of walking thanks to my disease weakening my legs and almost destroying all lower back muscle so yea walking is very painful. I am mainly talking about one person been friends with her for years hoping she will look past my issues for who I really am a kind and loving person who just wants to make the ones he loves happy. Sorry for all this bluh bluh bluh just sometimes life can just be unfair the worst part is I know the girl I am referring to cares about me she hints it all the time saying I am the only guy is always caring and doesn't judge her for her mistakes and no matter what I will always be there for her. Shortly after that I see her posting about how it's sad that some of the kindest and caring people get screwed over in life while the assholes and no life pricks get it easy they just choose to live life hard instead of making the most of there lives. The person she was talking about getting screwed over was me I believe cause she posted it shortly after I said some things that just made her very happy and made her feel very important special.
A popular question I am ask is do I wish I was never born with this hardship? My answer is no I believe I am the person I am today cause my hardship shaped my personality it made me the kind person I am today. I am not trying to throw around how kind I am or anything but what I am saying people today bitch and moan over how hard life is and simply it's annoying what only very few find out life is hard regardless sick healthy whatever. Hardship molds are personality the first step is accepting the good and bad in life.
Like usual please excuse my horrible typing I like to write and all but I lack structure and proper punctuation.
Tho not all is good. I am trying my best to better my life tho the person I am mainly trying to change for I doubt my hard efforts will matter. Sure I can overhaul my life look better live better but in the end all most people see is me in a wheelchair. I can be the nicest or a handsome guy to a girl but in this world it won't matter they fear to look past my physical limitations. Tho I can do everything other people do besides doing a lot of walking thanks to my disease weakening my legs and almost destroying all lower back muscle so yea walking is very painful. I am mainly talking about one person been friends with her for years hoping she will look past my issues for who I really am a kind and loving person who just wants to make the ones he loves happy. Sorry for all this bluh bluh bluh just sometimes life can just be unfair the worst part is I know the girl I am referring to cares about me she hints it all the time saying I am the only guy is always caring and doesn't judge her for her mistakes and no matter what I will always be there for her. Shortly after that I see her posting about how it's sad that some of the kindest and caring people get screwed over in life while the assholes and no life pricks get it easy they just choose to live life hard instead of making the most of there lives. The person she was talking about getting screwed over was me I believe cause she posted it shortly after I said some things that just made her very happy and made her feel very important special.
A popular question I am ask is do I wish I was never born with this hardship? My answer is no I believe I am the person I am today cause my hardship shaped my personality it made me the kind person I am today. I am not trying to throw around how kind I am or anything but what I am saying people today bitch and moan over how hard life is and simply it's annoying what only very few find out life is hard regardless sick healthy whatever. Hardship molds are personality the first step is accepting the good and bad in life.
Like usual please excuse my horrible typing I like to write and all but I lack structure and proper punctuation.