Life is a bitch sometimes. I have feelings for my best friend for 7 years she knows how I feel yet she doesn't share the same feelings which sucks cause this is the only girl who is honest with me and really been there for me through my battle of surviving my illness and now that I am better nothings changed. She always dates horrible guys normally drunk potheads who are bipolar not a good mix. I have been trying my hardest to move on past her and see her only as a friend but every time she is upset or some loser hurts her I can't help just get these rush of feelings for her I want to protect her. Ive never felt for a person like I do her yes she is pretty and stuff but that was always second in my eyes I enjoy who she is funny clumsy fun girl who speaks her mind. I bring this stuff up cause recently ive been doing great talking to her as a friend but then she calls crying her eye's out tonight. This stuff keeps happening and it almost making it impossible for me to move on 
discordia:
Sometimes we don't see that the best to us is just "right next door" and we keep on the the same bad boys that just break our hearts out... Usually we learn too late.