nightvixen

oh hell,i was supposed to be in a meeting at work at like 1:00.damnit now i guess i will have to give the 3:00 meeting... i slept better lastnight than i have in a super long time,i guess itc cause i have been sooo sick.but i feel pretty good today.i can just smell the bacon cooking as we speak...i woke up with this hunger like...
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home sweet home!it was so cold at work today,i froze my ass off.i looked like something from a horror movie i had on three pairs of pants and three shirts and my hat 2 pairs of socks and my winter coat,what else?oh yeah i had on my scarf and my gloves...AND STILL NO SNOW!!!WTF???anyway i don't guess it was ment to be...well i will be...
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home again...work was slow today did'nt ship that much out,so we sat on the roof and pelted the work crew with packing peanuts!GOOD TIMES!!!all was well with the forklift race untill i hit water and almost flew out a dockdoor sideways...yeah yeah yeah i know my life sucks...anyway,it's about bubblebath time then i think i will sink into this new book i got about greek...
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well i had my drive and i had my bubblebath,i am feeling so much better now...so now i will make myself something really good to eat,get a good stiff drink,kill the lights and listen to some music...TIME TO DANCE MY ASS OFF!!!

GOOD TIMES!!!
GET NAKED...SHAKE YOUR ASS...


LOVE ALWAYS***mandy***

i dont want to be here i dont want to go anywhere i am in a funk...i guess i could take a bubble bath,then go for a drive oh hell maybe i'll just go back to bed........



later***mandy***

i am in one of those moods today,i don't know what i want to do or where i want to be...oh well.i think i will take a drive...


later...***mandy***
Agony and Ecstacy,your cries of pain my pleasure.To know my machine internally,your torment i treasure

ok so i have this fortune cookie fetish...here are the crapy fortunes i have got this week...enjoy!

1. your happy heart brings joy and peace where there is none.
2. don't wait for others to open the right doors for you.
3. including others in your life will bring you great happiness.
4. the mood is right for a friendly chat to lead to romance....
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afternoon all...it is 6:10 and i just woke up,god i suck!this entire day has been a waste.EVIL FLU GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!i have been working alot on my flash books while i have been sick,i have come up with some wicked designs,if i may say so myself,i think it has come to me from lack of sleep and being way over medicated!i wish i...
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it just drive me crazy when you are coughing your head off and laying in a pile of puke that people ask"oh are you sick?"...i have been going around with toliet paper stuck up my nose on both sides and cotton in my ears...everytime i try to stand up,i fall over i have no balance right now...this is the worst i have felt in a...
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i am feeling so much better now...i slept for like three days now.its is so cold outside,and still no snow!i am finally going back to work tomorrow...fun fun.getting ready to do some big time cooking i could kill for a keylime pie...so i'm off to the store...



love always...mandy!

well SHE talked to me today,i dont really know what to think...i wanted to cry and i wanted to hit her,i am so confused,i just want to live again,but the only life i had was with her,so now what?
guess its time to become numb...



goodnight all....