theres a newborn in my house and i m here in fucking iraq it times like this that really get to me it odd though the past year i ve had 3 sisters give birth and i havent been around for any of them i feel so left out kinda funny though because growing up everyone said i d be the first person out of the group to have a kid and it seem that i ll be the last if i even get to have children and to be honest a lot of the time i feel like thats my purpose in this world is to be a father yet i rarely ever see that happening which makes me just want to find a dark whole and craw in and die current condision hot and sweetie eeewwwwwwww later days zach 