to be empty inside how do you come to understand this feeling well for me all to well the shit i ve seen places i ve been not to great spending a lot of time completely alone you become filled with this emotion of just not care whats the point and so fourth as the rythm of blue flows threw my ears andd into my brian this feeling of emptiness seems to be peaceful yet traping me into a place that i fear i ll never escape or try to at least every once and a while a thread of hope hits the back of my eye and for the moment i think i can see light but like the head lights passing threw that bedroom window it fades a way gots a bad feeling about something happening in the next couple of days not sure what its is but this place inside has become death
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