nightmare_stang

hey all or just me anyways another week down i think i have like 230 days left in iraq yeah anyways not much here it was a slow night and i spent a lot of time on the ramp smokin even though i m trying to quit but i got to thinking and my first love has been on my mind all fucking week and i can't seem to shake her out of my head any advice? but other then that i think i ve figured out what i want to go to school for so i mite have a goal as far as what to do when i get out of the air force but the main reason is i want to meet someone and start a family at some point in my life but i want to be you know some what young with my kids and i think being in the military is really hurting my chances of meeting that beautiful crazy funny little wierd girl that i ll adore forever but i often feel that it is only a dream of me having happiness and that really sucks anyways i must head off i don't feel like much today later days zach