nightmare_stang

so i am a very big mudvayne fan and i just can't get this song out of my head i love it
"Scarlet Letters"

My heart is beating but the soul has died
My body's breathing beneath catatonic eyes
The blood is flowing, set free for demise
I've lost my balance but god knows I tried
I don't want to be here anymore in scarlet letters
Carved into what once was me
Once was yours no more
An uphill battle I failed to climb
I left it all now and I don't mind
Betrayed and broken consumed by the lies
Farewell to you all, I'll be fine. Goodbye
I don't want to be here anymore the scarlet letter
Torn in two, a piece of me, the peace in you no more
Do you believe in loss
Do you believe in faith
Do you believe in death
Now that I'm gone
Forsaken me, ashes to dust just let me lie
Lay me to rest, I've done my best but lost my sight
Turning my back, leave me alone let spirit rise
Knives in my back, all hope is lost
Say goodbye
I don't want to be here anymore in Scarlet Letters
Got to go, what once was me, once was yours, no more
I don't want to be here anymore,
I don't want to be here anymore the scarlet letters
Carved into what once was me, once was yours no more
its just like i take suck a positive messege from it about bettering myself i don't know anyways so i smacked the inside of my knee with a sledge harmmer last night its purple and red and huge it was an accident i was beating shit a part and it bounced back and got me now i m a gimp again like with i got shot in the legs sept no cruches this time just hoobles lol anyways thats about it for me i got my flow going here to were i don't even know what day it is here so the months should start flyin by and i ll be back in the states in no time i hope then i get a whole damn month off to work on the pumpkin king and maybe try and meet a special dark little wierd girl to call me own or well i can dream exleast right later days zach