so i went on my date tonight. sum it up failure can i be angry about it i don't know honestly half way threw dinner she said she wasn't looking for a relationship or trying to date so i don't know why she said yes when i asked her i don't know if i did something wrong i did what i always do opened the car door for her gave her flower was myself honest respectful funny cool calm romantic nice listened to everything she said told her about myself asked her about her and same thing that i always get your a nice guy but i m not looking for anything i don't get it i don't am i that ughly that boring or stupid unintersresting wierd boring with am i always oh your a nice guy but i don't know do i need to turn into an asshole who treats girls like shit that seems to be what girl want i thought that being myself a funny true romantic would appeal to a girl but no i m yet again a nice guy that always gets looked over and forgot about thank god i m going to iraq saturday i think ill just try and stay there as long as i can because theres nothing here for me anyways ughhhhhhhh 