What the fuck do I do! How do I run from this place. How does all this pain stop. I wish I didn't know the things I did. I wish I can leave and every one I know. I'm like no one here my mom says. How I'm a sick person. How I don't belong. How I can care less. It's true and I deserve a smack. I deserve the beatings and the pain. I wish I can be dead and frail. A wall no longer. I tired of being a rock. I want to be dead and lay. Surrender and relaxed. So even if u hit me my body would take Ur fist.I can't take Ur lies.. I can't take this pain. When will u stop cause all u want is to win.
