hard day today.
i tried to distract myself but it was virtually impossible. i went for a long walk, but it didn't help. it was hard to get a hold of my friends. everyone is working or busy. i tried calling my peeps but no one was home....which kind of sucks 'cause i really wanted to talk to someone.
i haven't gone to work in a couple of days. i keep calling in sick and i know that's bad. i just can't get motivated to get up and get around.
another day of cutting just to get me going and to relieve some stress. *blah* i wish there was someone around to talk to. there is just no motivation. can't eat and i barely sleep. i know my body is going to pay for that soon.
i'm going to try to get to the free clinic tomorrow. hopefully the line is only a couple hours long. i hate going there and waiting all day. i'll make sure to bring a book and the iPod.
right now, i just want to watch something that will make me feel better.
i tried to distract myself but it was virtually impossible. i went for a long walk, but it didn't help. it was hard to get a hold of my friends. everyone is working or busy. i tried calling my peeps but no one was home....which kind of sucks 'cause i really wanted to talk to someone.
i haven't gone to work in a couple of days. i keep calling in sick and i know that's bad. i just can't get motivated to get up and get around.
another day of cutting just to get me going and to relieve some stress. *blah* i wish there was someone around to talk to. there is just no motivation. can't eat and i barely sleep. i know my body is going to pay for that soon.
i'm going to try to get to the free clinic tomorrow. hopefully the line is only a couple hours long. i hate going there and waiting all day. i'll make sure to bring a book and the iPod.
right now, i just want to watch something that will make me feel better.