Well,look at me, things are going almost perfect, i have the job i have always wanted,but i still have time and strenght to study and get my specialistic degree, i'm losing weight and my family has finally got out of troubles.
But i'm still thinking about you being here, and this is sick, i can't keep on doing like this, hoping that you change your mind get your fucking phone and dial my number.
At least i'm still completely rational about knowing that is not going to happen ever.
I should not even think about this, look at me, i'm a grown up - alcohol free - rational working woman.
Sometimes i feel sad for not having the person who cares about my moods, my problems or me, but mostly because i know that the only person i tought would be the right one, was just a waste of efforts.
maybe i'm thinking of these things because i'm tired, and because my life has changed so fast i need to keep tight to my past, or maybe i just have to learn to live with this thought in my head that says he'll be my only regret.
Sono felice x il tuo lavoro... Qui ancora nada, quello dei fumetti poi l'hai lasciato?