nicotineflavour

Let's deal with it.
My relationship is drowning, i'm drowning with it.
The fact is: for the first time i really care.
I do not want him to die-disappear-have a car accident, i still think he's the most amazing person ever.
So tonight is the night, we're going to see each other just to give us back our stuff.
He's askin for a second chanche, my pride says "What the fuck" my head says "I have to think about it" and my heart has just to be repaired. I've been talkin the whole day with all the friends I have and I'm still not getting any solution.
I feel like i need the great effort from him, you know something really epical i guess i will wait eternally.
He's been praying me to forgive, and I've been praying him to do something.
Will we ever get anywhere?
Two days ago it was the eden garden, now it's like the day after world war 3.
It feels like one of those useless Moccia's book. This sucks.