nicotine

itchy legs drive me fucking crazy.

im abit poorly right now... or i cant make up my fucking mind if im actually poorly or what... i just feel some malaise
and hyperactivity and i want an olive.

i want a new sex cushion.

drinking coke: bad
snorting coke: ...GOOD

i dont snort coke, i just find that funny...

reds my favourite colour at the moment... it makes my head tingle slightly on the left side.

i cant get used to the darker nights. I hate walking around in the dark, after work and such, hearing people as they slave
over a family dinner up my street, over artificial light, and i can smell the gravy and hear the sound of cutlery and plates
being
arranged. It feels strange
somehow when dark to me.

hmmm.

i be 20 in like a month... the big 2... 0... hah

i think im tripping out today...