This right here, my friends, is the worst feeling in the world. You can try to argue, but deep down, I know you will agree...
Knowing that someone you love dearly, who is a huge HUGE part of your world and your reason for living, is disappointed in you. Nothing breaks my heart and makes me feel more like shit than that right there, people. Nothing.
So, although I know she'll never see this... Mommy, I love you. I'm sorry I'm not perfect, but I try every day to make you proud. You are my world, and I'm sorry for every fucked up thing I ever did to hurt you, dissapoint you, or make you ashamed. You are an angel, and I am so lucky to have you.
Knowing that someone you love dearly, who is a huge HUGE part of your world and your reason for living, is disappointed in you. Nothing breaks my heart and makes me feel more like shit than that right there, people. Nothing.
So, although I know she'll never see this... Mommy, I love you. I'm sorry I'm not perfect, but I try every day to make you proud. You are my world, and I'm sorry for every fucked up thing I ever did to hurt you, dissapoint you, or make you ashamed. You are an angel, and I am so lucky to have you.
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