nicole

So... the thought for the day... it's cold and it makes me miss Florida winters. No snow... no cold... no one that loves me. Yeah, on second thought, I'll take the cold and what not... at least I have a loving family around me, and friends that truly love me for me... not an illusion. I had maybe 2 of those in Florida, and neither one will speak to me anymore.
I guess I'm not really sure how to feel. Emotions of last Christmas are starting to come back, and I pray that somehow this Christmas will be amazing enought to erase the horrific events of the last.
I don't see how that could realisticly happen... but fuck, can't dwell on the past right...
I wish someone would reach out of the darkness and give me a hug... cuz it's pretty lonely inside of myself.