nicolajane

ahhh im so glad its the weekend even if i am working both days
Directors visit was last week and it went very well so all those extra hours and hard work paid off in the end thank goodness
Im not really online as much as i used to be mainly because im working very unsocial hours so im kinda living in a world of my own rethinking things
Have come to the conclusion i actually like being single i really don't feel ready to be tied down to anyone and all there crap i have enough of my own right now to deal with.
Im like a deer who is hypnotised by the lights of an oncoming car just waiting for it to hit me (thats how i feel when something is being forced onto me) i guess i just don't like not being in control. 'like the naked leads the blind i know im selfish im unkind' think that sums me up

oooo on a happy note im meeting up with a few friends 2moro lexi, steve (hairy man), and fubu for a few drinks then we are off to ignite/ lava going to shake my tooshy
xxx