I cant sleep.
Theres too much going round in my head.
I woke up and started diy-ing, customising t-shirts. Then it got too cold to try them on so I ended up on here. Its really tempting to put some music on and start doing exercises (I want to lose another 8lbs). But I went to the gym yesterday, Ive barely eaten and I havent...
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Theres too much going round in my head.
I woke up and started diy-ing, customising t-shirts. Then it got too cold to try them on so I ended up on here. Its really tempting to put some music on and start doing exercises (I want to lose another 8lbs). But I went to the gym yesterday, Ive barely eaten and I havent...
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hmmmm I have a bad headache!
This evening I should have been going to Alt night. I was going to give Ian the last of his stuff. But I missed the 8:15 bus as I was tarting myself up
Then my mother wouldnt give me a lift. Then the next bus at 9:45 never showed up. Pissed off would be an understatement!
So I came...
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This evening I should have been going to Alt night. I was going to give Ian the last of his stuff. But I missed the 8:15 bus as I was tarting myself up
Then my mother wouldnt give me a lift. Then the next bus at 9:45 never showed up. Pissed off would be an understatement!
So I came...
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gtwr:
I had having bad headaches. Occasionally I get then when driving and that is the worst.
Don't worry about Ian reading your comments (is he on SG?). He had plenty of chances to make up with you and treat you right, but he didn't so now you should get on with you life.
I hope you have felt better the past few days
As for getting into the SGUK, apply to get in by clicking on Join This Group and then you will be part of a vouch thread. These normally appear in the middle of the month. 2 people have to vouch for you. I will so try to persuade someone else who is in your friends groups and in SGUK to vouch for you.
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Don't worry about Ian reading your comments (is he on SG?). He had plenty of chances to make up with you and treat you right, but he didn't so now you should get on with you life.
I hope you have felt better the past few days
As for getting into the SGUK, apply to get in by clicking on Join This Group and then you will be part of a vouch thread. These normally appear in the middle of the month. 2 people have to vouch for you. I will so try to persuade someone else who is in your friends groups and in SGUK to vouch for you.
[Edited on Dec 03, 2005 7:41AM]
saffa:
if he done something wrong for you break up with him then he deserves the slagging off so dont feel bad 
Ok I know I only just made an update, but heres another lol.
I completely forgot to correct myself from a couple of entries back.
I had spoken to Ian on thursday night. We both said we missed each other and he said he was going to phone to talk about things properly and see how I felt about meeting up. He said he'd call...
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I completely forgot to correct myself from a couple of entries back.
I had spoken to Ian on thursday night. We both said we missed each other and he said he was going to phone to talk about things properly and see how I felt about meeting up. He said he'd call...
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chesca:
It's pratical though! I try and tell myself that an archaeology and ancient history has required skills that are useful in lots of jobs... but I'm not convinced!
chesca:
I'm half convinced that the reason I'm considering teaching is that it reminds me of the times when you only worried about when the next holiday was! Oh yea and the pay ain't too bad! 
Yesterday was a little odd. Not your average trip to the pub, then again I havent been in a while and Ive been leaving early too I guess.
I met up with Lisa and we went to the Blackbirds. It was open til 1 but Lisa had to leave at 12:15.
Lisa got a bit tipsy and kept trying to follow some emo guy with...
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I met up with Lisa and we went to the Blackbirds. It was open til 1 but Lisa had to leave at 12:15.
Lisa got a bit tipsy and kept trying to follow some emo guy with...
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liquid_crusader:
Sorry I made things worse earlier, I was soooooooooooo caned, that's all patchy for me, but at least I went some way to redeeming myself outside
Should've gone easy on the double spirits I think. I now remember why I've left them alone for so long
*slaps self*
Should've gone easy on the double spirits I think. I now remember why I've left them alone for so long
*slaps self*
chesca:
Drugs are baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad! I lost my best-mate coz she went a little nuts and started taking drugs. She hates my guts now, we haven't spoken for nearly two years now but she still gives me grief when I see her in a club... At least she's stopped with the hitting and trying to bottle me though! Sometimes I feel like I let her down, but then I was always kinda being used by her.. not really a proper friendship I'm not a very good judge of character sometimes! 
Hope the rest of your weekend was cool
Hope the rest of your weekend was cool
Last night was awesome. I went to the Alkaline Trio gig in Brixton. They ended on Radio Im knackered now. I ache all over lol and got a sprained ankle.
Ive been okay today. Ive gone the whole day without texting any stupid "i miss you" stuff to ian. He never texts me so blah. Soon I'll go a whole day without thinking I miss...
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Im knackered now. I ache all over lol and got a sprained ankle.
Ive been okay today. Ive gone the whole day without texting any stupid "i miss you" stuff to ian. He never texts me so
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slut_free_youth:
no, you're the cutest thing i have seen in a long long long time.
i'll give you a dollar if i can keep you.
fair trade?
i'll give you a dollar if i can keep you.
fair trade?
x_richard_x:
cool tattoos, looking forward t seeing more in the future
I'm a mess.
Last night Ian text me to say he wanted to meet up and discuss the break-up stuff. I said I 'd rather get it out of the way sooner and get it over with. He ended up calling me in the middle of the night. And I cried. I cried loads. I cried and cried and cried.
I said it was over....
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Last night Ian text me to say he wanted to meet up and discuss the break-up stuff. I said I 'd rather get it out of the way sooner and get it over with. He ended up calling me in the middle of the night. And I cried. I cried loads. I cried and cried and cried.
I said it was over....
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turmoille:
i wish i could remain friends with my exes. it just never seems to work.
you are fucking gorgeous. just thought you should know.
you are fucking gorgeous. just thought you should know.
gtwr:
I wish I could be with you at the moment so I could give you a nice big hug
I hate to say it, but I think you should concentrate on getting your life sorted before trying to help Steve. I know you love him, but you will be able to help him more when you are feeling better yourself.
I hate to say it, but I think you should concentrate on getting your life sorted before trying to help Steve. I know you love him, but you will be able to help him more when you are feeling better yourself.
I feel so lonely right now.
I havent been single for longer than a week since about 2 years ago almost.
Its hard. I need closure. But I just dont know how to get over it.
Went to London again on Friday. Many many apologies to Steve and Ryan. I got wasted and I couldnt take care of myself. Was too drunk to get into...
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I havent been single for longer than a week since about 2 years ago almost.
Its hard. I need closure. But I just dont know how to get over it.
Went to London again on Friday. Many many apologies to Steve and Ryan. I got wasted and I couldnt take care of myself. Was too drunk to get into...
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poptard:
stole your lollys as well thats jsut silly
haha, well i can vouch for ya and then someoen elses can vouch for ya, then your in, you jsut need to find that 2nd person
them there be the rules!
ohh its so cold!
haha, well i can vouch for ya and then someoen elses can vouch for ya, then your in, you jsut need to find that 2nd person
them there be the rules!
ohh its so cold!
hermes:
Heh G's right how could you not get into the Mean Fiddler? It's not like they're very discerning. Were you unable to speak or walk or summat?
I almost gave myself a fucking heart attack. Ive been watching this tartan halter neck top. It was about to end in 3 minutes and I didnt want my chicken to get cold. So I made a bid. I was supposed to bid 15 but for some rediculous reason I typed 35!!! 
So I sat there for 3 minutes panicking as to how I could...
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So I sat there for 3 minutes panicking as to how I could...
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poptard:
i find that i do that
though with out the chicken, and usealy not for a girls top
though i always bid eairly and if i don't get it i don't get it, i say, ill spend 40 top wack and is its over that say to 50 i think oh well
its its 40.03 then i bid and bid and bid till 50
somehow, thats ok
though with out the chicken, and usealy not for a girls top
though i always bid eairly and if i don't get it i don't get it, i say, ill spend 40 top wack and is its over that say to 50 i think oh well
its its 40.03 then i bid and bid and bid till 50
somehow, thats ok
mk47:
that dinner taking long time to cook - just curious what the fuck you were making??
Meh Im having a wierd day.
Tuesday I went to the Halloween Alt Night at Uni. It was really depressingly bad when I got there. I told Ian I was going to leave, because... well we'd broken up and the atmosphere was wierd. He walked me to the bus stop then we argued. Eventually I said Id give him "a chance" and went back to...
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Tuesday I went to the Halloween Alt Night at Uni. It was really depressingly bad when I got there. I told Ian I was going to leave, because... well we'd broken up and the atmosphere was wierd. He walked me to the bus stop then we argued. Eventually I said Id give him "a chance" and went back to...
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tetrisbrokeme:
dump his ass girl! i had a relationship where we argued all the time (most of them to be honest). i'm now a single man which really tells you how they turned out. but yeah, get out while you still can otherwise he'll end up dragging you down!
nice work with the nipples
xx
nice work with the nipples
xx
chesca:
I always thought my nipple piercing looked kinda wonky when I first got it done... not that I told my friend who pierced it for me! But in the end it seems to be fine, or at least no-one else thinks its wonky... maybe it's my eyes!
I finally found my inhaler last night. I REALLY needed it.
Still feel like absolute crap. meh
I shall get round to being a bit more talkative to people later. Thanks for all the journal comments. Been uber busy to reply right now.
Im thinking about taking a little trip into Camden later, for a new piercing. Knowing my luck, they'll be all booked up,...
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Still feel like absolute crap. meh
I shall get round to being a bit more talkative to people later. Thanks for all the journal comments. Been uber busy to reply right now.
Im thinking about taking a little trip into Camden later, for a new piercing. Knowing my luck, they'll be all booked up,...
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its a tough one
my ex ex crush is over here from south africa and its weird seen her cause i dont want the feelings to come back cause i know ill never have her