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So today is wasnt nearly as warm as I thought it would be, its rather chilly. So much for spring being here early.

I have a cold, Im pissed off.

I met with my oncologist today. If the "bump" is what we think it is, she may want to go in a remove it by cutting away the bone in my thigh. With my previous...
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tiger:
He's 15. He bumped into the kid and they started with the name calling and pushing.
tiger:
Well after reading your journal I feel a little silly with my problems. I may sound lame in offering any advice, but I found that positive thinking really helps out in a jam. I always try to push Creative Visualization by Shakti Gawain onto people. I guess it's just the dirty hippie in me.
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Well it 1:15 AM and I cant sleep. I feel a l ittle stuffed up. I cannot, in any way affrod to get sick right now, not with what is coming up. Im fucking terrified which isnt cool.

Its upposed to be in teh 60s here again today which is nice, we are getting blessed with an early spring like taste of what is to...
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christ_ine:
thanks smile i'm cooking beef and vegetables
christ_ine:
6 or 7
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I have my biopsy appt. all set up for next Tuesday now, Im pretty damn nervous.


In other news, its 66 degrees here right now and its gonna get up to 74. WOOHOO! Its nice to have windows open. Its nice to have shorts on. Its nice to have spring right around the corner.

My diet is going well. Ive found myself living on salads...
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dinah:
ai, sweetie. Don't know what to tell you except, I wish the cure was less painful than the disease. I'm sorry. And I got nothin'.
dinah:
let us all know how everything goes. I wish you alll the best.
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I got my test results back this AM and they found a small spot in the bone of my thigh. They aretns ure what the spot is, but come on, Im NO moron, I know what the spot is. I have to undergo a biopsy on it over the next week, next Tuesday to be exact.

Man, I dunno if I can do chemo again....
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lacey:
xo.

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valkyrie:
Winning photo is up in my journal now wink
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well, in the light of finding out my results tomorrow, I have managed to drink 4 margaritas in only an hour. Not good. Ill be feelin this in the AM.

There is this guy who lives across from me in my apartment complex and with my luck, every other time I go outside on the balcony to smoke he is out there too. Now I...
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antimony:
i was very much so!
aliana:
yeah the wings were def over-rated.
mmm tequila...hope you feel okay now!
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OK, I finally got this bloggin thing down right. I know to post to other poeples blogs when replying. Yay me!

I go in for my test reults Monday...

I just hate hte idea of having to deal with it again. The chemo, the pain that goes with chemo or radiation. Losing my hair...all of it....sucks ass.

I didnt do to very much today, just...
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oonafae:
I know how you feel, I get the same way when i smell wiskey!! ugg my stocmach churns!!
arden:
Ya, at least I didn't like them before i saw/met them.
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well lets see here. I am new to this bloggin thing here on SG. My name is Eric, Im 33 and I like long walks and romantic moonlight nights on the beach....only kiddin', I ve only seen the ocean twice.

Seriously now, I have been cancer free for over a year now but on certain days, I can still feel it. Its nice to be...
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hopey:
No, i wish it was.......it's beautiful.

Also, write people back in their journal, not yours.
hopey:
good to know you got it straight. You'd be wondering why you didn't get a response.