So today is wasnt nearly as warm as I thought it would be, its rather chilly. So much for spring being here early.
I have a cold, Im pissed off.
I met with my oncologist today. If the "bump" is what we think it is, she may want to go in a remove it by cutting away the bone in my thigh. With my previous bouts with cancer of the bone, this was never discussed as an option. It freaks the hell outta me! There would be a decent amount of recovery time at home with this and then after all that, she wants to run one rapid regimen of chemo through me to make sure it is all gone. I dont wanna do chemo again. It sucks ass. Being tired all the time, the bone pain, all of it is pure shit.
But what other option do I have? Death?
I have a cold, Im pissed off.
I met with my oncologist today. If the "bump" is what we think it is, she may want to go in a remove it by cutting away the bone in my thigh. With my previous bouts with cancer of the bone, this was never discussed as an option. It freaks the hell outta me! There would be a decent amount of recovery time at home with this and then after all that, she wants to run one rapid regimen of chemo through me to make sure it is all gone. I dont wanna do chemo again. It sucks ass. Being tired all the time, the bone pain, all of it is pure shit.
But what other option do I have? Death?
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tiger:
He's 15. He bumped into the kid and they started with the name calling and pushing.
tiger:
Well after reading your journal I feel a little silly with my problems. I may sound lame in offering any advice, but I found that positive thinking really helps out in a jam. I always try to push Creative Visualization by Shakti Gawain onto people. I guess it's just the dirty hippie in me.