Well it turns out I found another one who likes to casually get deeply attached then find the next thing. At least I've gotten smarter and was mentally prepared for the lame speech. But that happened. One day someone will take me seriously. ..the hard part is... chemistry. Why does that shit scare people? That's the good part people. The part you don't run from. The part you nurture. ..don't suffocate it but for christ sake enjoy it. To say I'm not heartbroken would be a lie. ..but I'm not devastated. I'm too old and wise for that. Anyway. ..damn it's been a rough week. Hopefully I can find something fun to do and just get back to doing my thing quick. Because ouch.