nickherdmann

i just need to say that there are about ten of you out there that are truly amazing. i thank you for being intelligent and objective.i thank you for coming straight to me instead of gossiping like a bunch of punk bitches.i feel like i'm going to be able to wrap this up and leave the site without all the negativity that surrounded the past couple momy friends know that i never run from problems or my past.... that i assume full accountability for my actions.
most of you know i have never been afraid to speak my mind. that although i can really rub people the wrong way, that i have never been dishonest....and i definitely care. i am always there when you need someone to talk to.... always answer my messages.

i leave this site with one message. these people that run around hurting people.... lying... taking.... call them out. dont just look the other way or refrain from getting involved just to be polite anymore.... because they are running this place.... and they are ruining it for the rest of us. i'm not leaving because of shame. i'm not leaving out of fear. i'm leaving because its just simply not worth the fight to stay. im leaving because i'm ready to move on with my life and i can see far too many around here that just arent growing as people. too many that are just repeating the same mistakes over and over....

i'm not leaving anyone that matters behind... you all know me outside of her by now... and if you dont... shoot me a line. i'm rough around the edges but i'm one of the best friends you could ever have. i will never hesitate to step in the ring for you.... i will never hesitate to tell you when you're wrong either. i shoot straight.... and thats a quality that is far too rare these days.

know that i love you.... i love the kindness you've shown... the humor.... the sexiness dont let them ruin this place for you too. xoxo