hmmm what have i learned from doing things that arent actually reflecting who i am?
they make it harder to explain your REAL self... and when your real self is actually the opposite of what youve done it sure makes you look like a liar.
When you mix yourself up in all the bullshit you become independable... so i probably need a firmer hold on who i am and should make sure that my actions are similar to that.
Then again some people are just impossible to talk to and blame you for everything and constantly get in your face while trying to turn everything you say into "the wrong thing"
but its easier if you didnt do all the bullshit (in their case) because then they have less to throw at you... therefore making you feel less like shit.
because lets face it, i just cant ignore peoples insults when they really mean them.. if other people can ignore that shit? good for you .. but im the one who HAS to answer the phoen or IM JUST to see what the person has to say (even though i know its bad) because i cant help it! And then when its something i like i get upset about it even though i asked for it.
oh well....
the past few days have been really shitty.
they make it harder to explain your REAL self... and when your real self is actually the opposite of what youve done it sure makes you look like a liar.
When you mix yourself up in all the bullshit you become independable... so i probably need a firmer hold on who i am and should make sure that my actions are similar to that.
Then again some people are just impossible to talk to and blame you for everything and constantly get in your face while trying to turn everything you say into "the wrong thing"
but its easier if you didnt do all the bullshit (in their case) because then they have less to throw at you... therefore making you feel less like shit.
because lets face it, i just cant ignore peoples insults when they really mean them.. if other people can ignore that shit? good for you .. but im the one who HAS to answer the phoen or IM JUST to see what the person has to say (even though i know its bad) because i cant help it! And then when its something i like i get upset about it even though i asked for it.
oh well....
the past few days have been really shitty.
kreatinkaos:
Yes , it was me , I sent you an e-mail from my real e-mail address josephcarabetta@josephcarabetta.com , you do know who I am , right . Did you return elmcitydrunk's lighter yet ?
kreatinkaos:
Ok , I still have to hear back from Buddha on the subject , I'm not too far from you in Meriden and Kahoots is just off 91 in easthartford where buddha lives , so maybee some time next week . allright I have to run out to do some shopping now 