my life is ruined.
the dreads are gone. I got mad and spent 12 hours removing them. Plus hairdressers and friends helped. Probably over 30 hours of man labor went into taking the fuckers out.
I have half a head of hair. And SOMEHOW I am still hot. Everyone at work was talking about my hair and I had to keep going in the back to cry...
OMFG.
I cant believe i did this. its like part of myself is dead and gone. like say my RIGHT ARM?
and to top it off i finally shaved my armpits. it was just a social experiment, but it felt me....and i shaved them cause i thought they made me as ugly as my sorta baldish head...
i will post pics someday when i get confindent. Vicki, my hairdresser, said i will prolly hate my hair for a good 6 mohts.
WHAT THE FUCK was I THINKING?
i miss my hair.
sorry (not really) for the rant.
*vegan crying kisses*
the dreads are gone. I got mad and spent 12 hours removing them. Plus hairdressers and friends helped. Probably over 30 hours of man labor went into taking the fuckers out.
I have half a head of hair. And SOMEHOW I am still hot. Everyone at work was talking about my hair and I had to keep going in the back to cry...
OMFG.
I cant believe i did this. its like part of myself is dead and gone. like say my RIGHT ARM?
and to top it off i finally shaved my armpits. it was just a social experiment, but it felt me....and i shaved them cause i thought they made me as ugly as my sorta baldish head...
i will post pics someday when i get confindent. Vicki, my hairdresser, said i will prolly hate my hair for a good 6 mohts.
WHAT THE FUCK was I THINKING?
i miss my hair.
sorry (not really) for the rant.
*vegan crying kisses*
kiley:
