niccy

this time i sit at my desk waiting. waiting to make another mistake. waiting alone. waiting to turn on the music. waiting to fold laundry, fuck!!! waiting to find what i'm looking for. waiting to score. waiting to string my guitar. waiting to go to the bar. waiting to do my homework. waiting to stop being such a jerk, to other people, to me. waiting to see what their is to see. waiting to be. waiting to figure out when i'll stop. waiting to clear my head. waiting to get ahead. waiting...oh not waiting to score, anymore.....