nicci

A good week:
I spent time with my family, learned how to knit, and realized exactly what was wrong with the past couple of months.
Everything had been planned and executed by someone else.
From now on, I will do things at my leisure.
If I want to go somewhere at sometime, I will. If I do not, I will not. And to assist this, I won't put myself in positions in which I cannot control where/when I go.

I am not a rag doll, I am not a best friend, I am not a girlfriend.
If this is not understood and respected, the only thing I may be is an acquaintance.

Sorry for the misunderstanding, world.
I need to be too independent of you.