nibel

I just did a tour of the forum and I found an interesting topic

http://suicidegirls.com/groups/SG+Newbies/topics/418408/

It's a bit of time I'm thinking about it.

the fact that I joined to Suicidegirl.com to become a SuicideGirl is very important to me.
Since I learned about this website I said to myself "this is for me", unfortunately I had not followed my instinct but I gave more importance to what "someone" thought.
and I was wrong.
In the end I'm still here,finally joined and now I'm an hopeful.
But in these years I have grown my restraint, my shyness.
I couldn't have my lips ring on my face when I worked. when I was dressed a bit sexy was no good, when I was dressed a bit hippy was no good too.
Now I think It's time to change. I don't want to hear those who said to me how to manage my femininity, how to be sexy or force me to not to be.
I always thought it .But I 've been lost for a long time. Now I'm back.