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Well... Don't the holidays suck? I mean, i love to get my family and friends gifts... but if i could span that out over the course of a few months... i might be able to afford it.
But beside that point.... another reason i hate the holdiday season... which is, usually speaking, just chirstmass... why it is designated a whole season, while all other holidays are just a day off from work i don't know., but anyawy, i don't like christmass because i have to at one point or another, go to the mall...
I hate that beacuse always something bad happens, wheather its losing your wallet, or just the mall being just fucking busy as all hell, or, in my case this year... running in to an old girlfriend... specifically, the one who was/iis absoulutely beautifull, and who destroyed my heart, and didn't speak to me for 3 years, then asks for my phone number because she hasb't been able to stop thinking of me for about 6 months.... And whom once i see... i can;t stop thinking off for 3 days since...
And to top it off.... i had just set myself to move... out of state, while she still has 2 more years of college... WHAT THE FUCK!!!