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As you know, I've been fairweathered to liking SG for reasons you probably don't understand. I don't think it's fair to lead people on my friends list on and then disappear again for a long while, and since I can't cancel my membership this is the best I can do. Best wishes, Niav.

Since my boyfriend and SG friend pointed out to me tonight that I havn't updated in a long time, ehhh. I figured I would since it's true.

I had a good birthday, I'm outta the teens finally and into my 20's! Yay! (yes....I "celebrated", J. So UHH *headbutts*)

Dyed my hair red. Well, bleached it out first then put in that semi-perm. wash out BRIGHT...
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Hey guys, I put up some new pics-and you can see me with my red hair finally! (even though it's black again now) heh

My boyfriend really wants me to dye my hair red again, and the truth is I would like to too. But my hair breaks off so easily and it's already super thin naturally. Sucky. I was trying to just get it...
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Sometimes I really don't know what to do with myself. I feel at odds, bored, and frustrated. I'll want to make something, or read, or participate in something fun-but then I think about the effort that it would take and how the fun will soon end and I'll be once again preparing myself for an unpleasent day at work....and suddenly it doesn't seem so fun...
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I had lot-o-fun in Dallas, but I also got bronchitis. too much late night air. If you wanna know what all I did just look at sydfloyd's journal. I'm still sick so I don't want to type anymore its making me dizzy.

Happy joy! 'Bout to leave town for a couple nights!! As sad as it seems, I've lived within a couple hours of Dallas all my life but never gone there for any fun. Not even Deep Ellum! So this is my first, I hope it's gonna be fun because I am REALLY excited!

No new job findings. Drats.

I'm moving out of my apartment (with...
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I really havn't been updating latelty, sorry guys! I've been thrown off ever since the Christmas maddness.

I'm getting bummed on the whole job hunt. I've applied for about 20 positions at the clinic but no response of any type. I just want a secretary job, is that so much to ask?

I wore some lime green tights today. Everyone's liked them, except the store...
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I've been in odd moods lately, mood swinging and easily irratable. The best I can guess is stress.

I gave J his present finally, and he likes it a lot! I got really excited when we started getting back signatures from the girls, he said he wants to get all the SG signatures for the cards. (good luck) It was like trying to hunt down...
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Sometimes I feel lost and I don't know why. Not direction lost, but lost in my head. As though there is something I am missing that everyone else knows about or has figured out.

I've been having a hard time balancing things, just simple little tasks even. I think it's because I don't have a routine anymore. I live day by day, here and there,...
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This bites. I'v been busy and havn't really gotten around to making my final art piece for school. So, at 3:30 am I'm just now getting to start. It wouldn't be so bad if class wasn't at 8am, and if I didn't have to work all day until 10 pm at night. Suck.