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Yep, yep. The hair is cut. It looks good, but as my boyfriend's brother said "You look like a girl that wants to be gay but can't." ...thanks...

Ya know something I noticed, I heckled my boyfriend a while back about having all females on his SG friends list, but I have all men cept 1. It seems that people naturally make friendships with thier...
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Man hair dye really starts to get itchy right at the last few minutes it's supposed to be on....

I'm about to cut my hair really short hopefully. Going for a new look. I hate being stale, looking the same, being the same, and falling into habit. Change is good. (except whe it comes to relationships....I really don't do well with change there!)

I have actually lived in a haunted house. When my parents split, my mom rented an old and unusually cheap house out. She set me up a room, but the room was odd feeling because it had a door to the outside and this funky old fashioned hand doorbell to it. I hated that room, I cried and would not stay in it, crawling in...
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Yay, finally another day off work! yay yay yay!! Too bad I have to work on my charcoal drawing for school. I wouldn't mind except I have to do it at the school because it's a still life. It's just a hassle to drive over there...bleh

I'm going back to my apartment tomorrow, and I'll be staying the nights there from now on. I hope...
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I am so fraile. Following, trustingly kissing the toes of those who later tred upon my spirit. I never stand up for myself, I am a coward. Afraid, always, of what comes next. Entangled within daydreams which I live in, subject to disillusionment when the bottom falls out from safety. The people I think care about me always fade away and once again I'm left...
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I've gone dye crazy!! I'm addicted to changing my hair now. It's still pumpkin, but I think after Halloween is up I'm going to dye it bright bright red. Then I want to let the roots (dark brown, nearly black) grow out my natural color about an inch or so with the flaming red, and then cut my hair short into a pixie cut with...
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Here's my newest PUMPKIN color! It's a bit brighter tho, it was wet in this pic. You like?

Can't talk long, must sleep...

I just had one of the worst physical pains ever. I tubbed my baby toe, but so hard that I think I broke the tip of the bone off. The top half of my toe is turning black It hurt so bad I gaged. (but also consider I've never broken a bone before, nor had any dental work, or no real surgeries...I'm kinda the girl...
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Why are YOU wanting to go to a head shop?

Why did you buy that pipe? I thought you said you were done with weed. If you're gonna get into drugs I WILL leave you. You said I'm not responsible enough to go with you to a head shop, as thought I would pliantly follow a stranger's heckling to "shoot up heroin". A STRANGER!? Do...
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To an anonymous person:Why are YOU wanting to go to a head shop?

Why did you buy that pipe? I thought you said you were done with weed. If you're gonna get into drugs I WILL leave you. You said I'm not responsible enough to go with you to a head shop, as thought I would pliantly follow a stranger's heckling to "shoot up heroin"....
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I feel like mother hen, watching over my lil sick chicklette.

He got so ill, a feverish, sweltering, queasy distress.

Vigilantly I'll watch. I'll pamper and fuss.

To my delight.
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I felt poetic for a moment, sorry! My luv got a virus on the way back home from Pow Wow and I'm taking care of him. But he better not get me sick or...
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I love kitties....and Halloween! Too bad I've already started making my flapper girl costume and not a kitty costume. What's everyone gonna be this year?

Sorry this is short but I'm REALLLY sleepy! For all you science nerds, here's a little something to ponder upon:

TWINKIES Project

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