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I've been in odd moods lately, mood swinging and easily irratable. The best I can guess is stress.

I gave J his present finally, and he likes it a lot! I got really excited when we started getting back signatures from the girls, he said he wants to get all the SG signatures for the cards. (good luck) It was like trying to hunt down...
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Sometimes I feel lost and I don't know why. Not direction lost, but lost in my head. As though there is something I am missing that everyone else knows about or has figured out.

I've been having a hard time balancing things, just simple little tasks even. I think it's because I don't have a routine anymore. I live day by day, here and there,...
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This bites. I'v been busy and havn't really gotten around to making my final art piece for school. So, at 3:30 am I'm just now getting to start. It wouldn't be so bad if class wasn't at 8am, and if I didn't have to work all day until 10 pm at night. Suck.

So I signed up for the "Million Dollar Christmas" contest...some silly thing I heard on the pop station we gotta listen to at work. Such tourcher. But, I figured just maybe I might get something for once. (yah I know, keep dreaming) But I made myself sound sooooooo pitiful! bleh

Is it so wrong not to want to be sociable? I have friends, and I like to do things with them, I like to watch movies, I like to chat and all kinds of things like that. But, I get burned out on it.

J says I'm a sneaky person, but I think a lot of that might have to do with the fact I...
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I'm so tired of worrying. I'm constantly thinking about all the things I have to get done and how I'm gonna do it. I can't ever seem to get ahead enough to break free from it. My top two worries are *finances and my top worry *my boyfriend.

I really need a car, I hate having to depend on my boyfriend for rides plus I...
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My Christmas Wishlist!
(so if anyone wants to get something for me you'll know things I like! tee hee hee!)
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*jewelry from Sblades.com
belly chain
anklet
earring
bracelet
headband
necklace
arm bracelet
*a pretty Indian Saris or Salwar
*fuzzy houseshoes
*shoes (size 8)
*books
*stockings
*a boyfriend........oh wait, that was from last years..
*nail polish with glitter in it
*bath&body lotion "Joyous Noel" or...
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I'm just giddy with excitment that Christmas is coming soon. Yeah, that's right, I'm one of those holiday junkies. Since I'll be moving out of my apartment and into a new one at the end of december, I won't be putting up a tree this year. And my boyfriend is a bah-humbug and doesn't want to put one up. So I guess I won't have...
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Any female in the Tyler area need a roommate? I do.

I'll write more later, gotta go!

I'm tired of people calling me a Bowie dike because I have a short red cut. So, I'm dying it back to the ole' black...which will wash out to my natural color within a week. So there.

I didn't even get a picture of it. Oh well, that's the last time I color my hair. This may sound stupid but I want to start growing...
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Anyone got some ideas to fash cash? (excluding drugs or prostitution) Because I need it!!!

I also need a car. Which requires money. I love not having credit.

I think I'll go back to waitressing. For all the crap I dealt with, it really did make good money.

I hope everyone had a wonderful Halloween! Although my boyfriend probably didn't enjoy it this year, I...
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