niamhinlove

I woke up this morning in a 'fuck you if you can't take a joke' kind of mood.. perhaps I woke up on the wrong side of the mess today. deal with it.

For the last three days we have been spending money attempting to rent a movie that even resembles the concept of funny. Rented two that were 'Oscar' worthy.. they fucking sucked cock. Rented another that was just supposed to be good, sick humor.. turned it off a half hour in because I can't afford to lose any more brain cells this week on boring, brainless bullshit.

I've been smoking too much over the last few days. I woke up this morning with the unmistakable taste of cigarettes in my mouth.. that overwhelming taste that makes you wonder if you actually swallowed the ashtray or just inhaled too often. I fucking hate that. I should quit, but I won't. I've never been a quitter.

I should do laundry today but my severe lack of motivation will probably squash that idea. Yesterday I cleaned, that's enough domestic bullshit for me for one weekend. Although, the massive mountains of dirty clothes that have begun to form in my bed room, that you have to climb over and navigate have gotten to be a bit much. My oldest rugrat is going to AZ on Thursday for two weeks, I do guess that he'd probably appreciate a few cleans pairs of jockeys. Fuck it. Buy new.

What ever, I've rambled quite enough for one morning thank you. Coffee must ensue and then nap time. Yes, nap time will be had and we'll see what side of the mess I wake up on then.

Out.