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"Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself:

I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today.

I can choose which it shall be.

Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet.

I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it."

-Groucho Marx

I'm back in Irvine for the week. I decided I wanted to see my mum for a bit.

I do miss him, though. Lots.

So....he said there's no spark.

I'll be back in Florida sometime this week.

I hate crying.

It's raining and lighteninging and thundering and Boggs is playing a late game of Hockey and the scary Racoons are staring at me through the windows.

Cute new Indy hipster girl haircut - check

In Canada - check

Four hours of hell stuck in immigration - check

Loads of snuggles with Boggs - check


I Canada.

I leave for Canada on Friday! Yay! I'm so freaking excited.

Amusing titty bar stories from today:

So I was staying extra late today 'cause it was a slow day and I needed money. I'm doing my last set up on stage and some hispanic guy comes up and he's like "Si habla Espanol?" (or however it's spelled) and I tell him no, I don't....
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-Sings- Oh Canada do do do do do do

I hate people. I seriously do. Stop messing up my life.

The thing I had going with the radio show is over...people can't keep their mouths shut so it's over. I've been keeping all my emotions bottled up and now I can't stop crying. I feel like I'm gonna pass out.

Maybe I should go back on anti-depressents. Atleast those numbed everything. I'm not gonna...
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MSI tonight! Fuck yeah.


Eeedit: Back from MSI (Mindless Self Indulgence). I was reminded as to why I've never been to a concert before......waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayy too crowded. And I hate crowds....like...OMFG don't touch me I will smack you in the throat. So people were "moshing" right by me and I couldn't move and I just kept my arms up infront of me and was pushing anyone...
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