ngvon401

i feel like i am going crazy over thinking things. I also have to big of a heart. i care to much. i love to much. i bottle up all my emotions and just hide in the darkness and just think about killing myself. whats the purpose of me being alive? all i really live with is false hope. i wish i can hide far far away. under someones blanket, someone who well accepts me. i want to run away because i know no one will miss me when I'm gone.