Right, well bollocks to this, I'm off to spend some time with my daughter, she damned well deserves my attention than some of you lot out there. 
Only trouble is, the meds I've been given are still sedating me at odd times and I'm fooked cos I can't drive only sit here like a cabbage while my back gets worse and I drink far too...
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Only trouble is, the meds I've been given are still sedating me at odd times and I'm fooked cos I can't drive only sit here like a cabbage while my back gets worse and I drink far too...
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Things about me...
1. I suffer with depression - 30 year battle, still ongoing
2. I've just had my second nervous breakdown; acute reactive depression, as my doc put it. I don't do stress very well, so it seems.
3. I have a daughter 3, a son 1. This past year, I've missed out on their development due to this illness
4. I have told...
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1. I suffer with depression - 30 year battle, still ongoing
2. I've just had my second nervous breakdown; acute reactive depression, as my doc put it. I don't do stress very well, so it seems.
3. I have a daughter 3, a son 1. This past year, I've missed out on their development due to this illness
4. I have told...
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There now follows a wailing and gnashing of teeth....
No, I managed to sleep, that's not the problem tonight, it's my back. it's making me very irritable because the pain will not dissipate at all, despite the painkillers. Walking it off doesn't work, and theres' only so many times I can walk around the car, y'now... and when it gets so bad like this, I...
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No, I managed to sleep, that's not the problem tonight, it's my back. it's making me very irritable because the pain will not dissipate at all, despite the painkillers. Walking it off doesn't work, and theres' only so many times I can walk around the car, y'now... and when it gets so bad like this, I...
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FUCK! Not a good start to the day.
Insomnia kicked in - didn't sleep at all last night, went to bed at 8am rose at 1pm. Got a verbally abusive email from the fall out from NDD, plus looks like I'm so (un)popular now, people are keeping tabs on me here, I suppose to see if I 'slip up' or show some kind of devious...
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Insomnia kicked in - didn't sleep at all last night, went to bed at 8am rose at 1pm. Got a verbally abusive email from the fall out from NDD, plus looks like I'm so (un)popular now, people are keeping tabs on me here, I suppose to see if I 'slip up' or show some kind of devious...
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fenstar:
how can they keep tabs on you on here...do they have memberships too?
if not, you can put all of your entries as members only.
if not, you can put all of your entries as members only.
fenstar:
somehow I don't think I would be up to scratch for this site, they've got pretty tough standards. I'd also have to work on my body a bit, I've let it go somewhat. 
The NDD saga continues, and it's not nice but then again, that much was going to be obvious. Seems there is someone checking up on me here. Their opinion of SG is that it is a sad, sick twisted site and so am I... go figure which of those statements contains any truth.
So what do I do now? I guess it's a question of...
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So what do I do now? I guess it's a question of...
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How late is this one!? Gonna be well fucked over tomorrow. Grumpy as fuck as well, cos I am well tired but can't/won't sleep, so may as well have a rant as normal.
Or maybe not. I dunno. Just in that bloody zone again... what to do, what to do. Coffee and cigs taste good at this time of the morning, but boy, I need...
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Or maybe not. I dunno. Just in that bloody zone again... what to do, what to do. Coffee and cigs taste good at this time of the morning, but boy, I need...
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Well, this is fun... back to the insomnia again. So much for valium fairies coming to take me away
Status Sleeping is fine, it's the waking up which is the bitch
Condition Groggy, iffy, cantancerous
Currently playing The Blue Nile, amongst others
Condition Groggy, iffy, cantancerous
Currently playing The Blue Nile, amongst others
Woot! Got my crown fitted! Now I've got a full head of teeth and no longer look like an extra from the Pogues! Came out of the dentist with a 'kin HUGE grin - didn't realise just how much it had been affecting my confidence having that bloody tooth missing, so now I feel much happier with it back in. Anyone wanna pic? <-- see,...
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Took my daughter to local mall today, went ape over Thomas The Tank (my daughter, not me) and the Barbie castle/tent (again, my daughter, not me... pink really isn't my colour). Went to next, went ape over several of their jackets (me, not my daughter) and we both had the same tastes in style and colour... only thing lacking was cash. Arse.
One Whinnie The...
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