Status Restless
Condition celery stuck between my teeth
My fair trade trainers arrived today... WOOT! As did my power lead for my external hard drive - plus it was free of charge so today has been fucking ace so far! Back 'kin murder though and subliminal thoughts of Her running around.
Last night had to do something that was difficult but I needed to protect myself from someone. That's gonna cause some fallout to be sure, but their effect on me was beginning to scare me, so I've had to shut them down. Hope they find the help they need and recognise that they do really need to ask for support when things go chocolatey.
Right now I should be in the Lounge in Fishponds reading a decent book and enjoying out of the house but as I'm broke beyond belief, I've got to sit here, fester and deal with my crush on Eideann
I feel such the schoolboy! At least the Diazepam is making life more bearable now, though I'm starving and not a decent thing in the house to conjure up something even remotely interesting.
I want some Gitanes.... just so I can cough my ring up and look bohemian. I need to lose weight again, too many choccy biscuits recently have started to take their toll.
And I want to grin and giggle and laugh. And be hugged and cared for (not in the institutional sense, either, smartarse!) And possibly a toothpick for all this celery stuck between my teeth.
Food.... gotta start getting funky with it again.
She's still hot
Condition celery stuck between my teeth
My fair trade trainers arrived today... WOOT! As did my power lead for my external hard drive - plus it was free of charge so today has been fucking ace so far! Back 'kin murder though and subliminal thoughts of Her running around.
Last night had to do something that was difficult but I needed to protect myself from someone. That's gonna cause some fallout to be sure, but their effect on me was beginning to scare me, so I've had to shut them down. Hope they find the help they need and recognise that they do really need to ask for support when things go chocolatey.
Right now I should be in the Lounge in Fishponds reading a decent book and enjoying out of the house but as I'm broke beyond belief, I've got to sit here, fester and deal with my crush on Eideann
I feel such the schoolboy! At least the Diazepam is making life more bearable now, though I'm starving and not a decent thing in the house to conjure up something even remotely interesting.
I want some Gitanes.... just so I can cough my ring up and look bohemian. I need to lose weight again, too many choccy biscuits recently have started to take their toll.
And I want to grin and giggle and laugh. And be hugged and cared for (not in the institutional sense, either, smartarse!) And possibly a toothpick for all this celery stuck between my teeth.
Food.... gotta start getting funky with it again.
She's still hot
fenstar:
hahahahahahaha get thee a toothpick 