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So I started doing prenatal yoga in hopes that is will help control my weight gain. No it's not me just freaking out, the Doctor said I need to start slowing down on the gaining. I can eat healthier now that I'm not throwing everything but white bread and beef up. So exercising a few times a week should help too. Plus yoga always makes me feel less stressed. I need less stress during this pregnancy else this baby is gonna come out a worrywart just like me.

I'm finally beginning to love my belly. I don't feel embarrassed about being fat anymore. It is a bit hard on my arthritic bones to carry around this extra weight, but every pain is worth it to finally have a child. I'm gonna be a Mommy. I've been trying for this for 8 years. Just when you give up hope God will throw you the most wonderful curveball in the world.

I can't wait to meet our lil Blueberry. I know I say that all the time, but it's gonna be the best day of my life. A very long awaited day. I just hope I can be as good of a Mom and I imagine I'll be.