nexttuesday

Very frustrated and angry today.

Sometimes I just feel so taken for granted and taken advantage of. And it never gets better when I try to fix it. I always just end up shutting up and taking it. I'm so tired of feeling unappreciated and used in life. But I guess that's what God put me here for.

Don't get me wrong, I understand I have been given many things to be thankful for in my life. And I am thankful for them most of the time. But I'm so tired of having to fight for fairness and happiness. Yet I can't seem to just accept the fact that this is just how my life is without feeling this anger always so close to the surface. The anger makes me feel like life is so pointless.

If only I could just disconnect and not care anymore, stupidity equals bliss right?

I just want to scream and never stop or else I might choke on this lump of anger in my throat.