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Northlake, IL

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Sunday May 02, 2010

May 2, 2010
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Yesterday was a very good day.

Today was a blah day but still good.

Subby's making me fried chicken right now. This will make beppo very happy as he will be sure my ass will grow. I am very lucky to be with Subby, he really does love me more than I thought anyone ever could. We never give up on each other and strive to make our relationship a forever relationship.

Of course this would be much easier if I could fix my brain, but that will prolly be a lifelong battle. As soon as my insurance kicks in I am going to get back into therapy. I want to discuss getting on medication. My depression has lasted far too many years to be normal. I can be insanely happy then down to the bleakest depression in the matter of hours. I have had a sneaking suspicion I am bipolar for a long time, I think it's time to talk to someone about it. Maybe I can find a medication that helps me live without these powerful emotions I honestly cannot control. Like, I know I am being crazy and unreasonable, but I literally cannot stop myself.

Anywho, the Ex Cheesehead BBQ is still on for July 17th. Lemme know if you're interested.
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oxy:
mmm chicken.

<3
May 2, 2010
missmiao:
I like this blog, mostly because I can relate to almost all of it, especially the beppo part & the depression part too). Since I lost so much weight, my ass has been getting smaller. So eat some good fried chicken for me smile

Danger girl loves your doll you made for her, we named it Herpules. She just loves it to death, thank you for it. I really appreciate it, she will always have some awesome Tooz memorabilia forever!

Good to hear you're getting your insurance, that is crucial to me, and I see it is to you as well. YAY to this blog & much love from all of us.
kiss
May 2, 2010

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