Life has taken a few huge dumps on us. We're trying to wade through it and figure it out though. Thank God we love each other so much that we won't let life break us. Things are just gonna be rough fore awhile.
In other news, I'm really homesick. On the 24th my Momma is having a baby shower for my Sister n Law. My baby Sis is flying down from MN to participate and I cannot go. I have to work mandatory OT the last weekend of every month. I might be able to switch OT to a diff Saturday but it's a small chance. I don't even know if it's wise to go right now. I need to be penny pinching right now, plus seeing my SIL's swollen belly might make me break down for want of my own child and because I know I wont be in my only Niece's life very much. Two things that eat at me quite often nowadays.
In other other news, I have been working out pretty consistently for 3 weeks or so. I am finally starting to see some results. I'm not losing weight, in fact I'm gaining it, which is fine cuz I'm starting to see the results that prove it's muscle. Unfortunately this is given me a raging appetite (at least we think it's cuz of this). The other day I sucked down 3 tacos and it didnt even touch my hunger...I normally am super full after one taco. I say this is unfortunate cuz it's really hard for me to get full now and I just keep eating and eating.
Well I gotta take off, I've got a hamper full of paperwork to sort through. Oh yay.
In other news, I'm really homesick. On the 24th my Momma is having a baby shower for my Sister n Law. My baby Sis is flying down from MN to participate and I cannot go. I have to work mandatory OT the last weekend of every month. I might be able to switch OT to a diff Saturday but it's a small chance. I don't even know if it's wise to go right now. I need to be penny pinching right now, plus seeing my SIL's swollen belly might make me break down for want of my own child and because I know I wont be in my only Niece's life very much. Two things that eat at me quite often nowadays.
In other other news, I have been working out pretty consistently for 3 weeks or so. I am finally starting to see some results. I'm not losing weight, in fact I'm gaining it, which is fine cuz I'm starting to see the results that prove it's muscle. Unfortunately this is given me a raging appetite (at least we think it's cuz of this). The other day I sucked down 3 tacos and it didnt even touch my hunger...I normally am super full after one taco. I say this is unfortunate cuz it's really hard for me to get full now and I just keep eating and eating.
Well I gotta take off, I've got a hamper full of paperwork to sort through. Oh yay.
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mydogfarted:
Life has been giving me a few kicks in the nuts lately as well. You and The Submeister will be fine. 
stephynopants:
Life seems to be kicking everyone one way or another lately. But to know you have someone who loves you and to have them by your side means the world. I'm glad that you have Subby to lean on and to help you get through the rough times. I wish you all the luck in the world, Toozy. <3