nexttuesday

I'm really struggling. Gramps dies. Canada gets thrown in my face. Now I need $300 for new tires. I couldnt even save money to save my tooth. I'm feeling a little hopeless. Am I supposed to sit back and say "Okay life, keep shitting on me, I know you'll get tired of it eventually"? Is this my payback for enjoying like an entire month or two previously? Am I just supposed to trust that I will come up with the money somehow?

Need money for tooth
Need money for tires before it snows
Need money to move to MO

Fucking shit money is making me miserable. I really am trying to just "let it go" but it'd be really nice if I could get rid of it before more dumps on me ya know?

Fuck man I'm so frustrated