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Northlake, IL

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Friday Jan 30, 2009

Jan 30, 2009
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Tired of ear
Tired of doctors
Tired of debt
Tired of working
Tired of craving food I'll never be able to eat again
Tired of being tired.

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Im so happy I am a non-smoker
Im so happy I eat healthy
Im so happy I am not jobless
Im so happy my debt is getting paid off
Im so happy I have a disease that is not going to kill me

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My brain cant decide which way to feel about it all. I bounce back and forth between those groups about every 3 hours. It's stressful. I need a vacation. Relaxation. Get-a-way to a spa?

Who's payin?

dream dream dreeeeeeaaaaaam

I'll tell you where I don't want to go...anywhere near the ocean. That all I can hear in my right ear is the achingly loud ocean pounding on my ear drum. The never ending headache it causes has become my most hated friend.

Give me one night of sanity, this disease is making me lose my grip.
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tubaart:
Ah, the humanity! tongue

I continue to take great enjoyment in your improved mental health. Your comments here sound wonderfully healthy to me. I'm so so so proud of you! love

kiss
Jan 31, 2009
classy_:
i know exactly how you feel dude.

i try really hard to be positive about things, and win like 90 percent of the time, but... sometimes i just want to kick and scream and whine and feel sorry for myself.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
i actually used to get jealous of people who had cancer, because, at least if they didnt die their disease would go away... yeah, i know, im an asshole

Jan 31, 2009

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