My points for today
-Sometimes I hate women.
I took this trip down to the Corvallis/Eugene area to see this girl who I had hooked up with at a party and it went totally not at all as i had envisioned.
Firstly, I had thought that it was going to be like a whole romantic type thing; a date of some kind. In reality; we hung out at a coffe shop near OSU for 5 hours with 4 of her guy friends (note to girls, dont bring guys youre interested in to hang out with you and your guy friends!!!!FUCK!!!!!ASS!!!!). Ok, so because of all of this, I got roughly the 30 minute ride back to her house to talk to her 1on1. (No, i didnt stay at her house or even come in, because she still lives with her folks and had school in the morning).
Oh, and did i mention that throughout the whole day, I was getting no response from her whatsoever? There was no approval, no disapproval, no happiness, no sadness, nothing!! (2nd note to girls; dont do that!!!) So I had no idea where I stood or how she felt or anything!
Anyway, I get her home and i stop the car, and Im finally just tired of having no ide whats going on, so i tell her straight up that im totally into her and that i wanted to know how she felt.
She says that yeah, shes into me, but since she doesnt know me (this is only the 2nd time weve met) that she doesnt really wanna get into anything. I guess I can respect that, but I hate being put into the limbo of, "let's wait and find out".
And I really wouldnt be as depressed about this as I am if i didnt really like her. If she was just some cheap ass, I could care less, but I would really like to date this girl! GRRRRRRR. Anyway, enough of my own personal tragedy.
-Last nite I watched Requiem for a Dream for the first time and it scared the hell out of me. I had nightmares, I tell ye! Nightmares!
-And I miss my kitties.
-Lastly, that picture is still forthcoming, I just have to bum a digital camera offa somebody down here in Eugene/Corvallis (yeah, im still down here), so I can take it. Sadly, Im not gonna be at my cutest because my roomie took back the hair gel that I was using to spike my hair up with (that bitch!), so Ill probably have my dull, flat hair. Ah well, it'll be cute enough and besides, you can all see me at DemiGauge's party on the 15th.
And now, Im gonna go to bed. My head is killing me.
-Sometimes I hate women.
I took this trip down to the Corvallis/Eugene area to see this girl who I had hooked up with at a party and it went totally not at all as i had envisioned.
Firstly, I had thought that it was going to be like a whole romantic type thing; a date of some kind. In reality; we hung out at a coffe shop near OSU for 5 hours with 4 of her guy friends (note to girls, dont bring guys youre interested in to hang out with you and your guy friends!!!!FUCK!!!!!ASS!!!!). Ok, so because of all of this, I got roughly the 30 minute ride back to her house to talk to her 1on1. (No, i didnt stay at her house or even come in, because she still lives with her folks and had school in the morning).
Oh, and did i mention that throughout the whole day, I was getting no response from her whatsoever? There was no approval, no disapproval, no happiness, no sadness, nothing!! (2nd note to girls; dont do that!!!) So I had no idea where I stood or how she felt or anything!
Anyway, I get her home and i stop the car, and Im finally just tired of having no ide whats going on, so i tell her straight up that im totally into her and that i wanted to know how she felt.
She says that yeah, shes into me, but since she doesnt know me (this is only the 2nd time weve met) that she doesnt really wanna get into anything. I guess I can respect that, but I hate being put into the limbo of, "let's wait and find out".
And I really wouldnt be as depressed about this as I am if i didnt really like her. If she was just some cheap ass, I could care less, but I would really like to date this girl! GRRRRRRR. Anyway, enough of my own personal tragedy.
-Last nite I watched Requiem for a Dream for the first time and it scared the hell out of me. I had nightmares, I tell ye! Nightmares!
-And I miss my kitties.
-Lastly, that picture is still forthcoming, I just have to bum a digital camera offa somebody down here in Eugene/Corvallis (yeah, im still down here), so I can take it. Sadly, Im not gonna be at my cutest because my roomie took back the hair gel that I was using to spike my hair up with (that bitch!), so Ill probably have my dull, flat hair. Ah well, it'll be cute enough and besides, you can all see me at DemiGauge's party on the 15th.
And now, Im gonna go to bed. My head is killing me.
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
clara:
Stupid girls! Give Bad Motherfucker a smooch for me when next you see him.
clara:
No worries? You should scroll back through my journal a bit to get a more complete picture.
